Friday, April 29, 2011

I haTe U

I can't believe

You still believing in miracles

Miracles that 100% won't happens in your life

and you still giving hope on those tiny tiny things that he mention

or even what he done

I haTe yoU

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Trying to be...

sudenly feel the loneliness somewhere

dunno where is that

maybe in depth of heart

maybe on my face expression which i unable to smile from heart

or maybe

today keep on telling myself to be independent

independent in everything

including those ways that you showed before

and yes, I've done it

I know the way you show me before

without any instruction given

but in fact

i was like back to lonely corner when i was home

Mr Lonely had come to visit me again... and again... even if i was independent... or trying to be independent...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

谢谢你~

第一天的新电脑
心情无比开心
真的很谢谢kevin大哥帮我install所有的东西
第一次感觉自己的有福气
因为有人帮忙 ^^
谢谢你~

时间~

明白你对朋友的信任没办法100分
至少不是每个朋友都可以
因为曾经被人背叛过的心
始终很难复原
自己也是过来人

所以不会勉强你把你过去所面对的说出来
我相信
时间会证明一切
有一天
你会把你所面对的问题跟我分享
虽然已成过去
是不应该再旧时从提
可是就是不知道为什么
会希望你与我分享你的一切 ^^

Friday, April 15, 2011

I thought...

You never know

that u influence me a lot

you never know

that i was trying hard to control myself

you never know

that I thought u already nothing to me

but indeed

your any single action still able to influence my emotion

You never knows also

I hate myself to be so emotional sometimes

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

容身之处

突然有种
无处可逃的感觉
感觉上这里已经不是我的地方
回家也不是个可以让我安心的地方

只是感觉
自己没有容身之处

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

对不起

我也不想
这样的猜疑你
我更不想
我们之间
会变得不懂要怎么开始谈话

不想因为这样的事情
把怀疑与妒忌你的心招出来
变得自己好像看见了自己丑陋的一面

我真的不想这样
自己的心里比外表丑陋
对不起

Saturday, April 9, 2011

c0m3 b@ck to m3~~

Utada Hikaru – Come Back To Me Song Words

Song Words by Artist / Band : Utada Hikaru (Hikki)
Lyrics Title : Come Back To Me
Available on Album : -
Released : -
Music Genre : Pop, RnB

(Song Data Information from : Wikipedia)

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la

今天反复重播了好几百次,真的很喜欢的一首歌~

相信

谢谢你选择用自己的眼光去看清你朋友的真面目
不会因为某人的供词而相信
然后排挤某人

如果每个人都有你酱的想法
世界应该不会有那么多误会吧
而如果每人可以像你酱什么的都坦坦白白
误会会减得更低吧

而如果我能够那么简单
坦白了事
那就好多了

谢谢你说
如果那件事是对我的话
你会直截了当地问我
不会兜圈子

我选择相信你

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

深夜里的tiramisu~~



深夜里的tiramisu
还是第一次
可是感觉还不错

而你的影子
始终一直跟着我
无论我到哪里
该怎样把你戒掉
看现在只有时间是最好的良药

因为一时的贪玩
做了你一天的闹钟
也做了一个早上的傻瓜
而你可能从来都没把它放在心上
也许一向以来
都会有人自愿酱子做

也许
这只是纯粹的贪玩
一时的贪玩

Saturday, April 2, 2011

爱心豆腐花~~~

不喜欢的感觉很容易拜访
不喜欢自己总是抱着希望
去幻想那些不可能发生的事
去思考那些完全不可能发生的可能

别人有的福气与温柔的对待
总是不会降临在自己身上

不懂从何开始
羡慕会变成小小的妒忌与憎恨
这种感觉
令我很害怕自己会变成另一个人

有时希望自己可以与世隔绝
可是这应该都不可能的吧
一个字

arrrgghh...突然很想吃麻婆豆腐饭
在一个没别的选择吃的地方
痛苦~~~

值得开心的是~dar dar的·爱心豆腐花~~
还是达令的甜品~~
谢谢达令和dar dar~~~ ^^