Trying to be...

sudenly feel the loneliness somewhere

dunno where is that

maybe in depth of heart

maybe on my face expression which i unable to smile from heart

or maybe

today keep on telling myself to be independent

independent in everything

including those ways that you showed before

and yes, I've done it

I know the way you show me before

without any instruction given

but in fact

i was like back to lonely corner when i was home

Mr Lonely had come to visit me again... and again... even if i was independent... or trying to be independent...