Monday, December 14, 2009

一技之长?

那天,跟一个朋友碰面,她一上了车,就很着急的样子。。。说昨晚,她哥跟他谈了一个晚上,谈起了,她是否有一技之长。。。谈了她现在的工作,到底给到了她什么。。。她回答,不知道。。。她哥给她的第一个反应,就是叫她辞了这份工,然后好好想到底要干什么。。。好好想,到以自己的一技之长会是什么。。。也就是说,当自己三十岁时,除了打稳本来的工,自己还有其它的本事吗?又如果,自己的工作没了,还有没有什么是自己能做的,来养活自己。。。那就是一技之长了。。。

我一脸问号,只能告诉她,我不知道。。。因为,我真得不知道。。。 我连自己现在要什么,目标是什么,我都不知道,更别谈什么一技之长的。。。

现在做的这份工,让我想了很多,从以前关系好的同事,到现在,看到她时,都会想起,我们俩的关系不可能再回到从前了的思想。。。很难从我的脑海里删除掉。。。可叹的话也变少了。。。只能面对现实,现实,总是那么的残酷的,这点我知道的。。。

一技之长,譬如,化妆,烹饪。。。等等。。。都是一技之长吧。。。可这两样,我都没有。。。

我想,我现在要做的唯一事,就是搬离这个我一直依赖习惯的家吧。。。如果不这样,恐怕我会一直依赖下去,迟早真得没办法自我增值。。。 这应该是明年是使命吧。。。

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

要求=多少?

每天都讲我要求高。。。最讨厌就是讲我酱的。。。生气起来,就直接讲,对咯,我只看屋顶上的而已,其他的不看。。。一笑而过。。。~~ 其实我有什么要求,没有嘛,就只是一个普普通通的超级好朋友,懂得关心我,主动一点,就酱而已。。。真得有那么难吗?看来真得连五十分的要求都没有吧。。。还好象要被人讲到我要一百零一分的。。。真的是累掉。。。也很气自己,为什么不能坦坦白白,讲出心里的话,讲出自己的想法。。。每天讲到这种问题时,就只是会一笑而过,然后过后才气自己为什么不酱酱酱讲呢。。。脑筋真得没别人转得快。。。

很佩服一个同事,可以很直接的讲出心里想讲的。。。有时她讲的,真是我一向来都不敢讲的,她都全部讲了出来。。。真得很佩服她,甚至有些崇拜。。。嘿嘿。。。真的应该跟她学几招。。。

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

可爱乌龟灯~~

这份高兴,其实应该在去古晋之前写的。。。可是,那个礼拜,除了忙着工作以外,鼻子也一直忙着工作。。。整天伤风。。。差点就要把我搞晕了。。。同事一句提醒了我,不懂事不是没吃herbalife开始时,就整天酱了。。。唉。。。

还是讲回开心的。。。这个星期,是我的生日的星期。。。生日那天,其实没什么开心的,除了得到了很多的祝福。。。就没什么了。。。讲真的,我也不期待会有什么让我难忘的。。。只是不要吵架,和和平平就好了。。。

生日过了第二天,收到了一份让我十分开心的礼物。。。也是让我意想不到的。。。乌龟灯。。。怎么说呢。。。就是一只乌龟,乌龟壳上有星星,还附送一个月亮。。。当晚上把灯光都关完时,在开着这乌龟是,天花板上就会有星星,月亮出来了。。。但我收到这份礼物时,想到的事,她怎么可以那么厉害,实现了我的小小愿望。。。因为。。。

前两天,我还叫她当有发梦去到日本时,记得带星星回来给我,好让它照亮我的人生。。。 然后,在某一天,她又问起我为什么我msn放只乌龟。。。我就回答了她,因为我是只乌龟。。。开玩笑的回答了她。。。

然后现在,我收到的礼物,正正就是一只乌龟,加上晚上会有许多星星和月亮陪伴我的一只乌龟。。。心里想,怎么可以符合得那么夸张呢?那时才告诉她的,现在都实现了。。。当时的心情真得很开心。。。也很感动,她可以那么了解我。。。帮我实现了心愿。。。让我晚上睡前,都能有星星月亮的陪伴。。。也许有些人觉得,这很白痴。。。能不能照亮我的人生,还是另一个问题。。。可是,始终也是小小的心愿。。。她帮我完成了。。。 谢谢你,秋汶。。。








第一个晚上,有了星星月亮的陪伴。。。很开心。。。也睡得特别好。。。

Sunday, November 8, 2009

矛盾。。。

十一月了。。。真的又十一月了。。。

其实真得很怕十一月的到来。。。每个人都问我,怕什么,自己生日的月份也怕。。。又没搞错啊。。。?!? 可能就是生日又要到了,才害怕吧。。。

每年生日,可以那么快到。。。而心里的一个人,还是终究一个人。。。没有第二个人的存在。。。酱才是最可怕的空虚。。。

应该都没有人会了解这种心情吧。。。还是究竟我的思想太负面了。。真的很难改变啊。。。

最近很想试戴隐形眼镜。。。可又怕眼睛敏感不适合。。。问了几个朋友,都叫我试一试。。。也对啦,不是怎么知道自己到底是和不适合呢?今天本来想去JJ看那眼镜促销。。。可又有些阻碍。。。可能是命中注定咯。。。又要延迟了。。。

最近工作上有了新的任务。。。必须要做决定的。。。搞到我很懊恼。。。往好的方面想,是挑战自己的决定能力。。。训练自己的leadership skill。。。可是真的害怕自己做错决定。。。可能要跌倒了,才懂得怎样爬起来吧。。。有时也会想,竟然派一个十年都不做一次决定的人,去做一份需要每天做决定的任务,有点可笑。。。无论如何,船到小桥头自然直。。。敢干接受挑战咯。。。不然还能怎样。。。

有时真得很不想那兄长下来找我们吃饭。。。毕竟他的立场始终还是会站在她那一边。。。而我,有时真的只是配称品。。。陪到我有时很累。。。不陪,又很不给面子。。。陪,又得带着假面具。。。有时知道太多的秘密,也未必是好事。。。女人啊女人,就不要酱八婆了。。。知道太多的秘密,真的不是好事。。。

Sunday, November 1, 2009

MJ's This Is It~~ 01/11/2009

Today... a lovely sunday... cos luckily i can sleep until enough... which is until 10.30am... hehe... sleep enough before going to meet my secondary best frenz... yesterday nite had a good chat until bout 3am with darling about work thing... 'fat jor' many 'lou sou' with her as well... vise versa... thanks darling~~

Today, at first there is only plan for Mj's Movie, which the ticket was bought by wuan thien super long time ago (if not mistaken bought on 15th Oct 09, which is the first day the movie ticket starts to sell)... she was MJ's fans... while I am... hehee... still ok lar... when in primary school that time, I was used to listen to MJ's song as well... some of it was really nice...



This was his poster for the movie...

Overall, its actually the movie of the rehersal for his ever last concert~This Is It... 真的是天生的舞蹈家。。。~~世界人命的损失~~希望他安息。。。 rating of this movie~~8 for me... because it was consider his ever last movie...

Between, we notice there was so many nice movie coming up next in the cinema... hehehe... e.g. Time Traveller's Wife, Jennifer's Body, 2012~~~ Which we had also bought the movie ticket for TT's Wife on coming Wednesday~~~ Pre-buying... hahaha... (We are too gan cheong... hehe)

Looking forward for all these movies updates...~~

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

突发奇想。。。

今天的心情。。。 跟以往没两样。。。

想早点回家。。。可回到家,又不懂什么可以做。。。

笨蛋+无奈的复杂心情又来了。。。

笨蛋,找你吃早餐,因为要交待东西吧。。。还是同事厉害,会拒绝。。。觉得自己有时蛮笨一下的。。。也许不要酱想,会开心点吧。。。

自从知道自己也只是纯纯脆脆的帮手,付出的力量也大大减少了很多,很明显的。。。总感觉自己付出的得不到回报。。。可我知道,付出而不要求任何回报,才是最高境界。。。我要学习。。。学习到最高境界。。。希望我能。。。而且也要学习改变自己的脾气。。。

Sunday, October 25, 2009

久违了...

久违了,我的部落格。。。

在这两个月,工作上和家庭上,都发生了不少事。。。

工作上,将会有所改变,就好像以往酱的感觉,被过桥抽板的感觉吧。。。可这应该也不是大问题,因为以我的个性,很快就会把这事情忘记的了。。。说什么天蝎座的人会很记仇,可是我呢?很快就把仇恨忘了吧。。。可能是对某些事记仇而已吧。。。可是爸那边,总感觉公司酱对他很不公平。。。要他再主治过新的经理,是个很吃力的事。。。真得以为他还年轻吗?有时很想叫他退休了。。。可自己又不争气。。。

家庭上,某个人竟然为了狗而跟妈闹翻,搞到现在妈还是好像在跟木头人说话。。。有时看到酱的情形,真得很想叫妈不要再对牛谈情了。。。可是讲出来,肯定又有的吵了。。。所以索性做哑巴。。。而自己,也没办法跟妈摊开胸怀谈话,可能这是我一贯的作风,从小到大都是这样。。。更不要讲现在。。。有时很羡慕那些可以跟妈妈谈心的人。。。酱的事我肯定做不到。。。更不明白的是,那个人竟然可以酱幼稚,拜托,都几岁人了。。。简直对他无言。。。

不知不觉,十一月就要到了。。。很害怕这个月的到来。。。为什么呢。。。因为家人的关系搞到不上不下。。。而我不会怎样做做。。。然我很害怕某某大日子,是要一起坐下吃饭的那一天。。。譬如生日,新年。。。我无法当作什么都没发生过,然后还假装开怀大笑。。。真得觉得很假。。。更害怕的是,又是孤单的生日了。。。又要老一年了。。。为什么我总要那么悲观的想法呢?很多朋友告诉我,我还有她们。。。我也知道,我还有她们。。。可这样,还是没办法改变我的思想。。。我也希望自己可以乐观点。。。应该会比较快乐吧。。。

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

失落沙州。。。

今天。。。做工作到不想回家。。。真得不想回家。。。一回到家,面对四步墙。。。回想起她为什么可以酱过分。。。就令我更烦。。。还好过我在公司,埋头苦干的工作。。。至少可以让我少想一些事。。。
心情不好,果然工作效率满了一大半。。。虽然说,可以暂时忘记。。。可是难免还会想起。。。
朋友都问我。。。是谁让我那么生气了?哪个‘烂摊’。。。?怎么讲呢?全部摊出来吗?真得不知如何说起。。。

遇到一个好朋友,兼同事,兼蛮像我的妹妹,说她姐也是酱的。。。没有顾虑到她还有个阿嘛在,一直叫她去新加坡做工。。。而她,就也像我,得考虑到自己家人。。。我们俩,都需要勇气吧。。。可是她们,当她们做决定时,为什么不会考虑这些的呢?为什么她总不会反省一下自己的行为,再来给人说教。。。她有那个资格吗?我真得不觉得有。。。

自己驾车回家时,听见收音机播放'徐佳莹的失落沙洲。。。很好听。。。这种时候,听了特别有感觉。。。刚好我的download 大王朋友,很久以前就有这首歌了。。。要他send 了给我。。。反复听了好多次。。。泪水又不自禁的来找我。。。

哥哥说,人生也是没什么目标。。。可能想要去读博士。。。读博士,我从来都没想过。。。因为我真得没兴趣读下去了。。。很想顺便告诉她,我有可能去别地方工作。。。可是,情绪来时。。。再加上还没整理好自己到底要怎样。。。所以说不出口。。。


《失落沙洲/徐佳瑩》

又來到這個港口沒有原因的拘留
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟 尋找失落的沙洲

隨時間的海浪漂流 我用力張開雙手
擁抱那麼多起起落落 想念的還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來 只是當又一個人看海
回頭才發現你不在 留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來 只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白 還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭我也想再往前走
只是愈看見海闊天空
愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來 只是當又一個人看海
疲憊的身影不是我 不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來 只是當獨自走入人海
除了你之外的依賴 還有誰能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白 還有誰能來教我愛

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAbQQ8ICkGU

。。。

说我该离开家里,去认识更多世界各地的知识?说我在费事簿里丢我自己的脸?对,不是每个人都做得到离家出走酱的事。。。你以为酱容易做的meh?不够自私的都做不到啦,我学十年都不会学到你的一成功力。。。

是谁让我想到出去见识自己前,还要想得那么多的。。。还要想想我那可怜又渐渐年老的父母,而且到了退休年龄,还得为了这个家在拼?

是谁让我每做一个决定,都要照顾他们的感受呢?

而又是谁让我担心我做了那个决定,而们会没有人照顾。。。??? 我不像别人家庭。。。

就算是家里最大的,还有三个弟弟可以依靠,对父母也彬彬有礼的。。。很羡慕他们一家可以那么融洽。。。。

就算是家里最小的,可有几个本事的姐姐哥哥,虽然说不是全部都好,可是至少好有几个可以依靠。。。就算做任何决定,都有老公陪着,都有姐姐撑着。。。

就算是家里的老大姐,可还有几个孝顺的弟弟陪在身旁。。。虽然有时会吵吵闹闹,可都是家常便饭了。。。吵过就算了。。。爸爸还有可以依靠的好女儿,好儿子。。。

就算也是家里最小的,也可以无时无刻作决定,决定去新加坡做工,父母还有三个哥哥可以照顾。。。放心的下。。。跟哥哥的感情虽然说没有100分,也应该有99.9分。。。

是谁让我需要考虑那么多的呢?又是谁让我,每当看到别人的幸福家庭,都回不自禁的感叹了一下。。。怎么自己的不是酱?我知道,我不该拿来跟别人比,可是很难免会让我酱想。。。

不是每个人都可以酱自私的做出那种决定。。。不顾别人的感受。。。至少我不行。。修行100年都不行。。。所以才会那么烦恼吧。。。。

Monday, July 27, 2009

penang trip...~_~

its been so happy to take a week holiday... and we choose penang as our destination to visit... say near not near... say far not far... ngam ngam hao... got place for us to stay... this is the point... and no matter how we take bus... also won't 'dong sat lou'... haha... cos will also inside the island... good right...

most of my friend say how come i so enjoy... can take a week... hmmm... maybe since i start work... i never go anywhere for few days vacation like this liao... so this time... one time take all... wakakaka... but still got left balance annual leaves leh... hohoho...

and many people asking us... penang got so many things mer??? how come can stay so long time??? at first i also think like this... but when we was there... and busy visiting all the famous places... you will realize its actually ngam ngam hao a week to visit all the places... by bus i mean... like local backpack... wakakaka...

the following is our journey for the past fews days in penang...

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Day 1

start our journey to penang from klang around 11.30a.m.... stop at ipoh... to take our lunch... which is the famous duck wantan mee ( heard people say de lar )... but the taste is really not bad... especially the duck meat... kekeke... bought some 'siou pao' and ' wu kok' for our collegue in penang sales office... mana tahu... at last realize the seller give wrong liao... -_-"... both also 'wu kok' lai de... za dao... but taste not bad...


after visiting them, we went for dinner at a so called very tasty bihun stall... order bihun, lala and a fish and drinks is so called 'lao hao' in hokkien and buah pala in malay taste a bit sour... but my friend like it... me... okok nya... food also thumb up... altough not much people the time we eat... maybe too early...~_~"



at night... too tired for anything... went to sleep early so that we got enough strength for the next day... planned our journey before we go to sleep....!

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Day 2

journey to Georgetown... hehe... all the way by bus... and with the information we surveyed before we go for it... take bus number... any number... and it will go direct to the terminal either jetty or Komtar... then all those temple and heritage places is super near... can be reach by walking distance... too many temple... too many heritage building... some is really near... and some we walk till leg also super pain... but we went most of it... yeh....!!! Cheah Kongsi, Penang museum and Art Gallery, Dr. Sun Yat Sen's Penang Base, Fort Cornwallis(didn't go in... -_-"), town hall, city hall,Acheen Street Mosque, Khoo Kongsi( didn't go in as well... ~_~"), Han jiang Ancestral Temple, Blue Mansion ( unable to go in liao... cos we reach after the visiting hour... which is 10am to 3pm...) toooooooo many almost same kind of temple and building... we took photo's on most of it... cos if not mistaken, this is the 1st time we visit all after 10 years time before... wakakaka... mission accomplish...



and we prepare ourself to Thai Seafood in Butterworth... which having dinner with our Penang Sales Office collegue... named Kun Thai Seafood Restaurant... if not mistaken... special vege... fried kangkung... haha... they ordered many different kind of seafood... one of it is cham cham la la de i think... dunno wat name liao... super spicy loh... then my lips become sausage again after drink the kuah... haha... happy they still spend the dinner with us... and thanks my friends all...
opps... picture to be upload later... as its using my friend's camera...

and journey to be continue~_~... need to sleep liao...

journey continue~~

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Day 3

went to bukit bendera... took bus rapid PENANG 204...... they got the service direct from komtar to front door of bukit bendera... how nice... it's been 5 years time after the previous visits with my degree collegue to this place... miss that studying life sometimes...

didn't have much changes on the train up to the hill... and also the thing on the bukit bendera hill... took back the same photo as past 5 years...


this------>

It's the same like past 5 years right? or even 10 20 years... hohoho...

Visiting up to the hill took us around 3 to 4 hours... and once we grab an ice-cream at the front door of bukit bendera station, we WALK to Kek Lok Si... i think it's about 3-5km !!! cos ice-cream uncle told us... ' oh, its near... u just walk straight.... turn right... near near only....!" kena tipu... it was so far!!! haha... since the weather not super hot... then we just walk like that... luckily weather is not hot... if not... haha... good exercise anyway...

Before we heading to Kek Lok Si..... we took our lunch--> asam laksa... which is the asam laksa last time my friend intro de... hope i didn't remember wrong on the stall... haha




Then we heading up to Kek Lok Si... all the way by walk... i remember i never go up by walk... everytime also by car, up to half of the hill... then only walk up... good exercise really... and good experience...... at least i walked before... haha... on the way up, there are many stalls selling souvenirs and t-shirts... but most of the stalls sell the same thing... so we didn't really visit those stalls... but there is one stall attracts me... the stall that selling the word on rice... '米之画‘ or what... i also forgot liao... conclusion he can write words on the rice and make it a key chain... actually i plan to buy... but the time we heading up... we were too 'sam kap' want to go up... say that we will be back to buy it when on the way down... mana tahu... he 'sao dong' jor... wuwuwu... this teach me a lesson... must do it immediately... dun say later later... and later u will regret... and i regret already...

We took any bus near the asam laksa stall... and heading back to home... after the walk from Bukit Bendera to Kek Lok Si... it was so tired... haha... planned to ask our friend in Penang Island SO to fetch us out for yummy yummy dinner at somewhere in GeorgeTown... just scare that she can't finish her BS Key in and can't accompany us... some more plan to go and help her up... haha... who knows... she ---> chiew wen called us when we was at jetty... and told us to go to Komtar so that she fetch us there, and we will have dinner after that...

Dinner... many yummy food... also by walk...-_-"... walk whole day jor... so tired... want to find eat stil need to walk... but... no choice... haha... thanks chiew wen for bring us to dinner --> 'gai keok', hor fun, laksa, wantan mee, 'go heong', passion fruit as drinks... what else... hmm... the 'tong sui' forgot what name liao... all here...












We share all the food... its is too many to eat if we order personally... our cute collegue is exercising System Barter... which means exchanging ' food'... haha... so our dinner is all sponsor by her... how nice is she... kekeke

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Day 4

A new day again... which we plan to visit to batu ferrighi that side... 1st we went to Butterfly farm... which actually not only butterfly inside... but also many other kind of species... geli de also got... pretty de also got... and most pretty and main point of course is the different kind of butterfly... walk whole farm... took some random pictures... and get to finish up the 'coping' work there... yeh...



Due to the farm is actually quite inner part from batu ferringhi beach... only few buses will go until there... the time when we are going back... we nearly nearly get cheated by the taxi driver... cheat us that the rapid penang bus will only come every 2 hours... ah ceh... luckily we so clever... waited for another few minutes... if not... already kena cut liao... haha...
then we headed to batu feringhi beach... but... we didn't prepare anything to play water... even so hot... haha... so we just have a look on the beach... many activities actually... really need to find one whole day for that... so we just look look.. then go off jor...

Lunch... Kfc... can't find any other thing to eat that time... went Eden Parade which is just opposite the batu feringhi beach... funny right... go Penang eat Kfc... -_-"

Then its about 4p.m. something... heading to Botanic Garden... which... also a place that less Rapid Penang bus will go in... there is only 101 bus... -_-"... we are so lucky 'meet' that bus... haha... but at last... found... inside.... nothing to c... due to both of us so tired of walking already... we paid RM2 to sit on the car to bring us go around... haha... even more happy with that... only RM2... hoho... better description, its actually a good place to exercise... no matter morning or evening time... good luck not always with us sometimes... we waited almost half and hour for A bus to come in the Botanic Garden... haha... even think of walking out already... haiz... so scare we can't get any buses that time... but luckily... hehe

Heading to the interesting place... which is Toy Museum... is the place both of us wanted to go since the 1st day... at least more interesting than the Botanic Garden i think... hehe... suitable for adult or kids... and we realize it is actually at the Copthorn Orkid Hotel there... this is the hotel we went for our staff workshop on Jan '09... but surprisingly... we didn't realize it!... za dao -_-"
a bit exciting to visit to the hotel again... haha... we took picture in front of the hotel... which actually suppose to do it 6 months ago... but we didn't... ganti balik... wakakaka......


see she so happy come back the same place as we training 6 months ago...~~

okok... Toy Museum... we are coming...! 1st with the opening... Ninja Turtle... in front of the entrance... hehe... took pic with 'him'... so excited... !!! then inside... opps... how to describe... so many many many toys... i think we had took 100 ++ pictures inside... omg... luckily memory is enough... haha... for more pictures, please visit to my facebook account... username ---> dennise lim... wakakaka...... experience the toy world there...



We took pictures until the closing hour... think the boss almost nearly chase us out... haha... took any bus back from the place... happy day with so many toys.... :p rach home about 11p.m. tiring but happy day~_~ missed out Day 2, Day 3 and Today on the chance to take picture on the Suntech Building... which it will have different lights at night time... but i think end about 10p.m. tomorrow must take it... :0

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Day 5

today is the day we planned to go those places that we planned earlier, but didn't go for it, because lack of time... 1st... the reclining buddha... any another 2 temple just opposite the road... I have actually visit those place .... i think 10 years or 5 years ago... hehe... but... not much differences... took some picture there... after i make a wish... (zai zai's song -_-")



then we took bus to the place near Jetty... which is Marina Bay... its actually a place for them who 'park' their ship... so suang... if only i got one... haha... took some random pictures again there... as not much thing there...

Took ferry to Butterworth which heading to Bird Farm at Butterworth… somewhere there… the time we reach already about 4p.m…. and after took our lunch at the kopitiam… heading to the bird farm… with our ‘cong ming cai zhi’…reach jor… haha…

Also is a farm… like butterfly farm… but this time is many many different kind of bird… also we fast fast walk inside… (because already super tired after walking from the kopitiam to this bird farm, which took us about 20 minutes to reach)… took also random pictures… cos too many kind jor… heading to the souvenir shop… and bought some souvenir to my friends… and…. Meet my friend after that… yeah… cos we no need to walk already… he got car…. Wakakaka… so happy…

Its my degree penang fren… quite sometimes didn’t meet him since the last time he came to kl time square to meet us… didn’t change much… but he keep on mentioned he fat jor… -_-“… fren, dun think too much ya… as I always say ‘ if u think u consider fat, then there won’t be any other really fat ppl that can called fat de liao, ok…” kekeke…

He bring us for seafood dinner… which somewhere at tambun… according to him… there is many different restaurant for nice seafood… but he prefer that one… opps… forgot to take photo jor…-_-“ ordered quite many different kind of seafood, which the most I like is the ‘lai liu ha’… never eat before mar…. sua gu lo… and the crab also not bad… yummy yummy… he some more so good… didn’t go dinner with his family( cos that day according to him, is his sister’s birthday)… but come and accompany us… and some more paid for the whole restaurant( but not including the TV) because for us… haha… cos there is no other customer that day… -_-“ haha… thanks ya thiam siew… so yao yi hei… hohoho


After the dinner, he drove us to go around whole Butterworth, I think… busy explaining to us where got nice food… and here is where and so on… haha… we are busy noted noted… and heading to Gurney Drive… which is the place Penang ppl likes to walk around at night… but nothing to c… haha… got many things to eat… but due to we already full with the yummy seafood just now… we just walk along the Gurney drive… and from starting till the end… so busy… haha… good exercise actually… and relaxing… after the ‘night walk’… he drove us again to ‘walk around’ Georgetown… cos we also dunno where to go actually… haha… busy telling us where got nice food again… hmmm…. Make us decided to come again…. Just for these nice food…. But…. Just dunno when to come again only… wakaka…. To be planned next time…

Drop us at the place we stay… and its about 12a.m. already… really thanks to him for accompany us whole night… really yao yi hei my buddy… and thanks for the yummy dinner… :p and dun mention urself fat liao ok… if u are fat… then me leh??? Hohoho…

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Day 6


Our collegue in Penang… today is her turn to bring us around… haha… after bought the ticket to go bek kl on Sunday morning… we went direct to the place … I dunno what is the name of the place… wakakaka… for dim sum…. So many ppl that time… omg… but the dim sum so nice… or maybe I too long time didn’t eat dim sum liao…??? Haha… wen say she start come to eat this dim sum since she was in secondary school… that’s y she was so close with those staff there…. No wonder la… everyday go ‘pou’ since secondary… got books dun wan nice nice study lar… everyday ‘pou’…-_-“


Then we went to Gurney Plaza to catch a movie – Ice Age 3… 3D some more…nice… but not nice for me…. COS I wear 2 specs!!! A bit xin ku actually… but stil trying to enjoy the movie… before the movie… we went to the ‘xxx shui zu guan’… fishy place… keke… forgot the name again -_-“… can’t take photo inside… so…. No photo here or in fb… people who wanted to buy fish…. Different different kind of fish… can go there… the name…? erm…. Ask me…. I will ask my fren then tell u… hoho…


After the movie… heading up to the hill… again … to the Spice Garden… got that Spice mar…. or got Spice gal inside??? Wakakaka…. Actually just like botanical Garden…. Got hua cao shu mu nya… we also fast fast walk…. Took many ‘gui ma’ pictures… cos got her here… she is so playful… hmm… next… to the beach… this time… the purpose is to see sunset… wah… so romantic… with my two dear fren… unfortunately… the day for that day was sooooo long… omg…. Think both of us already black black black…. Cos waiting for so long already… about 7.30p.m only the sky starts to change …. The sun starts to go sleep… but stil very beautiful sunset… nobody knows…. That was my first time…. ( now all knows… -_-“)


After the sunset… both of us kl people…. By walking distance to the pasar malam along the batu ferrighi road… to add up souvenirs to our dear fren… walked so far…. And so long… and so tired… haha… and my playful fren… because drink jor some alcohol drinks… omg…. And add up waiting for us… sleep in the car jor…. So scary…. One gal…. sleep in the car…. Alone… park her car beside the road… can u image… ??? my dear friend…. Next time really dun do that already ok…. It is so dangerous u know… I can’t replace a daughter to ur mom later…. Wakakaka… must not do that again…. Promise ya… dun make me worry about u ok...

But anyway, thanks to her also…. Cos accompany us for whole day jor… luckily got her to bring us go around … hehe… and thanks for all her meals… treating us…

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Day 7

Happy day passes fast… its time to say bye bye to penang again… its Sunday…. Day to go back to KL…. Starts our working life again… happy week in Penang… not short not long… ngam ngam hao… and thanks to all my friends…. Chiew wen, chia tyng, agnes, seow peng, lye im, alex and thiam siew and daddy for accompany us… will be back for nice food…. Wakakaka… see u all soon… take care ~~

Thursday, July 9, 2009

一发不可收拾?

真的不懂几时。。。我们的关系会变得一发不可收拾。。。当到了不可收拾的局面,我真的不敢想象。。。

我与她。。。因为工作。。。我得帮忙她。。。就好像无时无刻的帮。。。当她在时,可以让我有过度紧张的感觉。。。我跟她说话时,一定要在她没有做其他东西时,要不然我就得重复又重复我所要表达的。。。这感觉真的好累。。。为什么我总得酱符合她叻?有时真得很累。。。可每当想到她不幸的遭遇时,我就会比较让步。。。等她做完她的东西时,再跟她讲。。。要不然就不出声。。。跟她讲过了这是坏习惯。。。可好像都没听进去。。。当她不在时,也总给我感觉她在。。。会有很多交待。。。东西南北。。。通过电话。。。-_-" 有时真得透不过气。。。 渐渐的,让我觉得,我一个人,我会开心一点。。。我知道这样想很不好。。。可是内心深处想的,又有谁能猜到呢。。。? 有时变得我看到他,或接到她的电话,会很怕。。。也会有种不想接的感觉。。。很坏吧。。。到底怎么可以克服这样的感觉呢?只要跟工作没关系时,这种感觉就会不纯在了。。。难道。。。?

他与他。。。也是因为工作。。。高层与高层。。。在工作上难免会有磨擦。。。我明白的。。。可有时就是很怕。。。他们到最后会不爽彼此。。。也会因而把原有的关系切断。。。到时真的是一发不可收拾了吧?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

how to explain this kind of feeling?

Today is really a bad day... i shouldn't come to work today... dun even should bother bout the payment thing... which at last is like chicken little nya... haiz...

didn't ask bout my sickness level... fine... but then feels like forcing me to do the thing i dunno how... which is move all the brochure out from the store room... and put in the training room... fine loh... since this is order from management side...but do they ever think of my feeling... haiz... how to express this kind of feeling? i dunno ... -_-" it's like... u already decided all.... why bother to ask my opinion again... haiz...

now my training room... once look inside... super messy... dun ask me why... and dun ask me how come either... i dun have the answer... and the solution also... the place is limited already... how else u all wan to change it.... do u all think by moving out all the brochure is the solution...?funny...

or maybe this is one of the way company want to cut cost... and use the office to an optimal level...?

arghhh.... if want to be like that... just direct change the office to fully cody branch... change me also... dun half this half that... and end up not enough place... if enough place... then still ok...
body body... please be healthy fast fast... this week friday wil have half year once de HP Grand Conference... i want to go...... as can meet many many other friend.... so happy...

and also saturday sunday visiting of penang friend.... need to eat bah kut teh leh... haha... and sing k maybe??? if my throat is ok lar... haiz...

bo bi bo bi.... fast fast recover... :p

Sunday, July 5, 2009

ojt - on-the -job-training

talking bout my ojt... following cody to observe how they do sanitation service for the water / air purifier...

actually at first feel quite sien... cos thinking how come staff also need to ojt...

but then actually think another think... actually this is one of the management decision for staff so that we know what actually all our staff in the company is doing... from ojt... we can understand more about our work... their work... and even may helps the company to settle small small problem if customer call in to complain about there is something wrong with our product... hence, it might just a small small problem which can be settle through phone...

and another positive thinking is ... i can go out from office!!! haha... seems like quite fun can go ' makan again'... even through is working... everyday sit in office is really hard for me sometimes... dun even know what i wan... haha...

tomolo going to do the evaluation form after the ojt... hmmm.... add oil tomolo...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

recently updates~~

its been long time i didnt update my blog again...

the last blog was the gathering with my secondary buddy... then... after that.... what i have done in this past few weeks dy...?

ok... after the gathering with secondary fren... i went to sungkai, perak for my company staff workshop... another team building activity i think...

1st day reach felda residence trolak, sungkai, perak... we went for white water rafting.... -_-" but the water not white color de??? haha... just a name onli lar... quite advantureous .... my 1st time also... but i got many presents after the activities... such as.... black eggs on my legs... about 4-5 eggs... big big and pain..... and .... i lost my ring... the ring... follow me so long time liao... haiz... maybe.... old de not go... new de won't come... this is what everybody saying loh....

wuwuwuwu...... its time to look for that NEW one liao... forgot past tense... look forward for presents... kekeke...

Some pictures too before rafting....




rafting mate.....

then after that week.... is super siao working week.... everyday no 8pm also nonid to go bek... some more work till 11pm.... oh gosh.... going to faint if every week one day is like that... doing the NEW TASK which being mentioned that... temporarily sales admin need to help on it... hmm... not say kenot help ... but... sometimes just imbalance if without ' something ' to motivate... haha... understand what i mean?? hope so...

then the months come to the end.... which end of the week mr teng han xiang came to kl... then ask us out to sing k......

ya.... they long time never sing k already... say already old lar... can't sing liao.... but i think still good lar... altou already outdate... but voice is ok also...... stil maintain... boon yi also... our special guest also... haha...

for the long time didnt sing... is not include me, and my k kaki... hmmm... almost every XXXX also visiting greenbox... haha... nonid spend $ de also got (cos got so many vouchers)... spend money de also got...

maybe this mth need to save a bit liao.... let greenbox earn too much already...


some happy pictures...

opps... only got this photo in my pendrive currently... more photos to be upload tonight...
brb...~~~

Tomorrow going to OJT with cody... some special arrangement for all the coway staff... -_-" dunno can take photo or not... haha...

Will updates after that...... :p

Monday, June 15, 2009

h@ppy g@thering~~

We had another gathering yesterday, at AEON bukit Tinggi.... for the year of 2009, this is the second gathering that is successfull already... haha... although not really 100% of our gang member is attending... but... at least.... WE Gathered!!! haha... feel a bit ' cheng jiu gan' cos this year is better than previous year... hahaha.... this is the second time gathering for the year 2009... hehehe... a bit siao liao right... haha... members.... please spare out ur time for next gathering ya... haha... let's make it a successful gathering again ya... next station.... cycling at Taman Pertanian... haha ... planing .... planning on the way...


Here are some pictures we took when the gathering... nothing much changes on us ..... hehe


sheau wei, wuan thien and khai ping...



khai ping, sheau wei and me...


how come both of u so lazy.....???


WE in our 'room'.... haha... nice...???
ask u sing k, u send sms...... khai ping so good in 'qiang jing tou'....... hahaha...

wuan thien salad...... so big plate .... yoh....
P/S : photos didn't upload according to the program on that day...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

感触。。。

有时真的是不懂。。。 到底他们对谁都是那么热情。。。 还是因为我和某某人的‘有可能’。。。而在间接中得到了厚待。。。有时会让我不停的在这问题中徘徊,挣扎。。。 有时又想到。。。酱子想他们。。。很不对。。。会觉得自己是在以小人之心,度君子之腹。。。唉。。。每当想问个明白时,又怕自己的厚待会因此而没有了。。。很怕我得到的答案真的是那样。。。所以。。。就浑浑噩噩的混了过去。。。仿佛带着假面具面对他们。。。 也许人生。。。就是这样的吧。。。只要没把事情的真相摊开来得那么彻底。。。也许,就这样一辈子了吧。。。maybe 这就是所谓,不是每件事情都要问个清清楚楚的吧。。。这句话,也许会有它自己的意义。。。

而每次看到他们一家兄弟姐妹的关系那么好。。。都会额外的羡慕。。。会不禁的感叹,为什么自己的兄弟姐妹没办法像他们呢?他们都可以办得到,把心事摊出来讲,还可以有商有量的。。。为什么我的就不可能发生的呢?是自己也有戒心,还是因为性格问题呢???我也不知道。。。

最近常做了facebook里的心理测验,有些还蛮准的。。。譬如: 测验你的桃花运的。。。这是我的测验答案。。。

“你的桃花運其實還不錯,只是有時候你實在表現的太做作、太矜持喜歡掩飾自己的感情隱藏自己的感覺。導致人家就算真的對你有意思,可能也會因為猜不到你 的心意而却步 不前,甚至做罷。自己做的事只好自己承受。又要馬兒好又要馬兒不吃草,心裏想吃蘋果却偏偏告訴人家你想吃香蕉。不了解你的會猜得到你心裏想的那才真有鬼。 學會順其自然,學會大方表現感情。。。

这些还蛮准的。。。太做作,太矜持。。。真得很像我的性格。。。 有时候,我也曾经想过为什么自己不能像别人那么的玩得。。。maybe只要我再38 点,就可以了吧。。。 or maybe 我再38 一点。。。就能融入他们的话题。。。成为他们一分子呢?太做作,太矜持的我。。。我自己也不喜欢。。。

我需要学习的,应该就是。。。学会顺其自然,学会大方的表现感情吧。。。

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

自私的人类...

人类,是否是自私的呢?

有时在想... 也许有时,这句话是真的... 因为,当一个人就连自己的利益都顾不到时,就会忽视了其实自己的行为,是会麻烦到别人的...这也就是,人类的自私之处吧...

无论那个人跟你是有多么的要好...有时,人总是会忽视这一点的...这应该是人类必定会面对到的其中一个现象吧...

没有其他的意思,只是突然觉得...我到底该怎么面对这样的情形呢?越来越不会该怎样面对自己的心情了...

看到小孩子们在百货公司玩,就觉得,如果自己不会长大,那该有多好... 朋友告诉我... 要像S.H.E 的歌吗? ' 我不想,不想,不想长大~~~'后面忘记了... 我就说... 对对对... 可是... 这种是不可能的... 空想而已的想法... 也是让自己开心一下的歌曲...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

gift from taiwan...

quite some time also i left my blog alone already... as usual... lazy... and no new updates...

Today, just meet up with my k kaki... haha... she just back from taiwan, which to take her wedding photo... and which when i ask her... whether got miss me or not... the answer is... she miss sing k more than me... haha... me also lar actually... haha... 1st quarter of the year, both of us siao sing k like siao lang... then recently these two months... like cool down a bit already ... dunno why...

this is a packet of sweets that she bought from taiwan for me... which the most special one is the lolipop... its (hei tang) de... which with sour plum at the center of the lolipop...


like this...

haha... a bit too sweet actually...... but its nice also... hehe...
and also this one....

isn't both of 'them' looks alike...? haha... but the right hand side one is bought from taiwan, which she say when she once saw this, then remember me liao... haha... cos i bought the left hand side japan doll from 1 Utama shop... haha... but heard that the small one is more expensive than the big one... hohoho... cos its hand-make one...

Thanks anyway for the souvenier and sweets...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

久违了。。。

四月中,生了场蛮大的病。。。发高烧了两天,也拿了两天的病假,之后虽然上班了,但整个人还是blur blur的。。。就酱过了我的四月的第三个星期。。。

然后,就到了四月的第四个星期,也是最后一个星期。。。我公司参加了一年一度的 homedec,在klcc的,又是我们要做工的时候了。。。还记得上一年的劳动节,我也是在做工,也是这一年一度的homedec。。。有时是有够sienz。。。连劳动节都得做工。。。可就要往另一方面想咯。。。一方面能见到其他的同事,一方面也可娱乐自己咯。。。谁叫自己的感情方面没着落,就算放假没做工,最后也会是在家看电视的,所以做工还能见到其他的同事,有时是蛮爽的。。。就这样,劳动节和星期六,做了full day。。。尤其是星期六,还做到十一点,真的是有问题了。。。到最后还得麻烦朋友的弟弟载我回家,真是有够不好意思。。。

‘他吃到那么大了,完全一点经验都没有,不是不要,只是没经验,不懂要怎么开始’。。。这句话我听了很多次,也不懂要怎么给他们反应,也只能一笑带过。。。有时很想告诉他们,我也是吃到那么大了,还没被男生约过的经验,看看他们会有怎样的反应。。。或许我可以成为他的老师,可我不保证我会是那个你们要找的。。。可就是说不出口,每次想想了,还是算了吧。。。费事伤到别人,也伤到自己。。。就算他没经验,你们也可教他啊,你们有经验了吧。。。这些时间,这些话一直在我脑海里打转。。。也许,时间是最好的良药。。。找节目娱乐自己,也是个最好的方法。。。

Sunday, April 5, 2009

gathering at 1 Utama...

my fren say... this is not a gathering...... this is just frenz to frenz dinner... because we only got 4 people total for this 'gathering'... haha... nevermind lar... at least also got 4 people mar right.. haha...

This gathering is in 1 utama... which actually just plan to have hi-tea + an early dinner, and chit chatting with each other about our latest ' information' ... haha...

Forgot to take picture for what we are eating that day, and only remember to take picture when ah may is trying to search for her ideal shoes in the whole 1 utama... haha... i remember most people when they gathering, they will take pictures on everybody's hand....ect... but this time... we took everybody's shoe's... haha.... here is this......
guess which one is mine...??? hehe......

And at last.... at last we manage to finh ah may ideal's shoes from M.O.D which actually now only i know that... may, your are quite 'high requirement' on choosing shoes huh... hahaha...
yeh, at last ... ah may is paying at the counter, after manage to get her ideal shoes... hehe... seems like so busy even is paying at the counter huh... hehe......

And this is the 'thing' i bought from a shop named IQ Box... which is an unique shop selling many many kind of unique thing... its a new concept of business...... saw this cute japan dolls handphone chain... hehe... I still remember my fren ask me... " hey, why I never see you buy anything everytime we come out(she means shoes, beg, which is gals shopping thing)?" haha... ya... sometimes I will lar of course... but because now I dun have any thing need also mar.... so...... so mostly I will buy those thing that I think is cute... hehe... which is like this one... hehe... a bit childish, I know this... but I just like it... hehe......

And lastly, this is an octopus shower radio, which is the present by my dear hazel, for my previous year birthday... hahaha... now only I remember to take it from boon yi.... really paiseh ya, hazel... didn't mean it de... but happy still have a present from u ... and its cute... but dun think I will use it when I am taking shower... cos.... hmmm... a bit not suitable if put it in my bath room... cos my bathroom not like exective suit de.... still got dry and wet side de... haha... mine, is just normal one... if later any 'accident' to this octopus, then I will feel sorry to it de.... opps.... should be feel sorry to u .... haha... anyway, thanks ya hazel dear... muacks... :p

Thursday, April 2, 2009

bad bad bad explanation...

Count in today... already second customer say that what I explained to them, make them so confuse...

I also dunno why.... previously... dun have complain like this... haiz... sometimes... dunno lar....
Since small, I also agreed that my explanation skill is not good.... cos since in primary school... all those mandarin essay, sure got one part is judge on our explanation skill(发表)... but mostly for this one.... I always get the lowest marks.... haha...

ok lar... I never even deny that my explanation skill is not good... because its really not good...
Thats why I also dun like work that needs to explain so much... who knows.... I had choose a work that.... NEED explanation, and also need to attend customer... omg... what am I doing...? haha... not do not do also work in this company 1 year plus already... haha....

Sometimes.... maybe is me, really need to improve myself on my explanation skill... ...ya ya.... improving... improving.... aiya.... as what I always told my friend... if my explanation skill is good enough... I early early already go n be salesman already lar... be salesman can earn more.... nonid to sit here be admin lar... haha...

Sometimes 'yi qi zhi xia'... after complain by customer.... just think better I transfer to kl... because be admin in kl, no need the explain to customer de... haha........ hmmm.... a way to run away from my problem right.... but too bad... kl was tooooooooo far from my house..... and plus..... nobody wants me in kl......... haha.......

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

cute bedsheet~~


see? this cute bedsheet... is the present from my dear boon yi for my previous birthday... sure u all curious... why until now only use the bedsheet...??? ya, this is the good question... and I have a good answer for this as well... hehe... its because all the while my bed have been 'ba zhan' by other... then I got no mood to put up his bedsheet already loh... until now... my bed have become my bed back already... so... its time..... haha... so... very cute leh...

And side view...
also that cute ... haha...

hmmm... today... 三番四次泪水要来找我的感觉。。。我都尽量压抑着。。。都不懂做末。。。到了总公司的同事跟我讲,明天来的那位同事,只是来一个月,然后我就去银行了。。。然后呢。。。突然想着想着,心里有些不爽。。。不懂做末很难受。。。然后又想。。。我还真是很可怜,如果讲现在要找个人诉苦,还真的是没有。。。零。。。朋友,不是没有,可是都是很远的。。。所谓,远水救不了近火嘛。。。唉。。。你们说我可怜吗?都怪我年轻时不交多一些朋友。。。显。。。厉害压抑的我,还是阻止了泪水的拜访。。。~~~

明天会更好。。。要相信。。。~~~

Sunday, March 29, 2009

熄灯一小时。。。 earth hour - 28/03/2009


earth hour... which happen yesterday... but... have a look on this picture...

this picture was took about 9p.m., 28/03/09... hmm....c how's people reaction about this earth hour...... nobody seems to care about it... which means .... nobody love this earth... haha... haiz... its not a good sign... although this is just around my living area... which maybe other place... all of them off their lights also... but .... this can know that... klang people... ehmm.... no need me to say liao... but .... but..... we are different.... see.....

this is my house... haha... which u can't see it clearly... its because we love our earth... haha... off the light really for an hour... haha...

Love the earth... Love the earth.... recycle..... haha... sometimes can lar... sometimes.... but will also try our best to do it of course...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

又是。。。烦!!!

我这个烦人,又有东西要烦了。。。不懂对谁说才好。。。真的是有够烦。。。只能够对部落格说。。。有时真的很不甘愿,为什么自己不是个有钱人。。。如果是个有钱人,就不用那么烦钱了。。。爸也不用做得那么辛苦,就不用为了家用而那么拼命。。。有时看到他做到那样,真的是觉得他的孩子很没用。。。为什么会那么没用呢?

大的,又那么的不生性。。。每天只会声音大大,雨点小小,真的是跟足了她那雷声大,雨点小的XXX。。。还是身为人家秘书时,竟然可以不回电,玩失踪,以为自己是什么啊?大过老板?我的天啊。。。怎么可以这样???看到他这样,真的很可怜他。。。

而二的和三的,又不是说赚的钱,可以完全帮补到家用,甚至有时自己的开销都不够了,还怎么撑得起这个家叻?有时也会生气自己,为什么不会像别人酱,很有生意头脑,可以从不同方面赚钱。。。就不用爸那么辛苦了。。。

妈刚才问了我几句,你爸为什么脸那么黑啊??问最近是不是很少销售量,什么什么的。。。虽然我也是很不喜欢回答这些的,可是也勉强答了几句敷衍了她。。。

然后她突然杀出一句。。。‘叫他不要做,不要做啦,那谁负责家用呢?你给我们钱吗?’

这句真的乍到我了。。。-_-" 我并没回答妈,也没看着她,因为我不懂要给她什么反应。。。因为我连要给自己什么反应都不知道了。。。

当时,脑海里只是想到这一些。。。

有句话说得真的很对。。。“钱,不是万能的,可是没钱,可是万万不能的了。。。”

到底有什么办法赚更多的钱呢?想要依靠那大的,除非母猪爬上树吧。。。

又突然想到,妈时常告诉我,家丑不可外传,如果给她知道我在这里传,还不给她揍。。。所以各界朋友们,如果你无意间,或是有意的阅读了这片‘文章‘,麻烦你们帮我一个忙,就是。。。当作你们没读过,也不用帮我外传了。。。不过如果有任何疑问,请直接向我放马过来吧。。。有问不一定答的哦。。。不过一定有回复~~~

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

命苦?

酱算不算命苦。。。我也不晓得了。。。 也许,在现在酱的经济时机,钱才是万能,才是最实际的吧。。。可就是会失望,因为所计划的计划,泡汤了。。。虽然说也不是渣都没得剩,也许也要谢谢他们帮我争取的吧。。。 可心里会想。。。有时自己很没用一下,因为想到,只要是他开口的要求,我想我好像都没有拒绝过的。。。我都会很难说不的。。。就不懂为什么。。。可每当讨论完了时,才会回想起,怎么自己酱没用叻。。。为什么就是不会跟他说不。。。要等事后了才后悔当初。。也虽然说,他给我的意见,不是说会害我的啦,都是为我好的,可有时他没站在我的立场想。。。就是酱而已。。。 maybe就是内心深处一个小小的感触吧。。。

P/S:今天,竟然让老人家失望了,我也真的不想的,可就是不懂我还能怎样。。。对不起。。。

Monday, March 16, 2009

my favourite color...

opps... upload wrongly... but what a cute little golden retriever...

This is the picture i wanted to upload...



For those who know me well, this is my favourite color... which saw this pretty flowers somewhere in somebody's facebook pictures... I also knew that flowers just pretty for few days only, and won't last long... but... just also like it so much... especially flowers in my favourite sky blue color... sigh... believe it or not... never receive flowers like this before... haha... ashame.... hmmm...