cute bedsheet~~

see? this cute bedsheet... is the present from my dear boon yi for my previous birthday... sure u all curious... why until now only use the bedsheet...??? ya, this is the good question... and I have a good answer for this as well... hehe... its because all the while my bed have been 'ba zhan' by other... then I got no mood to put up his bedsheet already loh... until now... my bed have become my bed back already... so... its time..... haha... so... very cute leh...

And side view...
also that cute ... haha...

hmmm... today... 三番四次泪水要来找我的感觉。。。我都尽量压抑着。。。都不懂做末。。。到了总公司的同事跟我讲，明天来的那位同事，只是来一个月，然后我就去银行了。。。然后呢。。。突然想着想着，心里有些不爽。。。不懂做末很难受。。。然后又想。。。我还真是很可怜，如果讲现在要找个人诉苦，还真的是没有。。。零。。。朋友，不是没有，可是都是很远的。。。所谓，远水救不了近火嘛。。。唉。。。你们说我可怜吗？都怪我年轻时不交多一些朋友。。。显。。。厉害压抑的我，还是阻止了泪水的拜访。。。~~~

明天会更好。。。要相信。。。~~~

熄灯一小时。。。 earth hour - 28/03/2009

earth hour... which happen yesterday... but... have a look on this picture...

this picture was took about 9p.m., 28/03/09... hmm....c how's people reaction about this earth hour...... nobody seems to care about it... which means .... nobody love this earth... haha... haiz... its not a good sign... although this is just around my living area... which maybe other place... all of them off their lights also... but .... this can know that... klang people... ehmm.... no need me to say liao... but .... but..... we are different.... see.....

this is my house... haha... which u can't see it clearly... its because we love our earth... haha... off the light really for an hour... haha...

Love the earth... Love the earth.... recycle..... haha... sometimes can lar... sometimes.... but will also try our best to do it of course...

又是。。。烦！！！

我这个烦人，又有东西要烦了。。。不懂对谁说才好。。。真的是有够烦。。。只能够对部落格说。。。有时真的很不甘愿，为什么自己不是个有钱人。。。如果是个有钱人，就不用那么烦钱了。。。爸也不用做得那么辛苦，就不用为了家用而那么拼命。。。有时看到他做到那样，真的是觉得他的孩子很没用。。。为什么会那么没用呢？

大的，又那么的不生性。。。每天只会声音大大，雨点小小，真的是跟足了她那雷声大，雨点小的XXX。。。还是身为人家秘书时，竟然可以不回电，玩失踪，以为自己是什么啊？大过老板？我的天啊。。。怎么可以这样？？？看到他这样，真的很可怜他。。。

而二的和三的，又不是说赚的钱，可以完全帮补到家用，甚至有时自己的开销都不够了，还怎么撑得起这个家叻？有时也会生气自己，为什么不会像别人酱，很有生意头脑，可以从不同方面赚钱。。。就不用爸那么辛苦了。。。

妈刚才问了我几句，你爸为什么脸那么黑啊？？问最近是不是很少销售量，什么什么的。。。虽然我也是很不喜欢回答这些的，可是也勉强答了几句敷衍了她。。。

然后她突然杀出一句。。。‘叫他不要做，不要做啦，那谁负责家用呢？你给我们钱吗？’

这句真的乍到我了。。。-_-" 我并没回答妈，也没看着她，因为我不懂要给她什么反应。。。因为我连要给自己什么反应都不知道了。。。

当时，脑海里只是想到这一些。。。

有句话说得真的很对。。。“钱，不是万能的，可是没钱，可是万万不能的了。。。”

到底有什么办法赚更多的钱呢？想要依靠那大的，除非母猪爬上树吧。。。

又突然想到，妈时常告诉我，家丑不可外传，如果给她知道我在这里传，还不给她揍。。。所以各界朋友们，如果你无意间，或是有意的阅读了这片‘文章‘，麻烦你们帮我一个忙，就是。。。当作你们没读过，也不用帮我外传了。。。不过如果有任何疑问，请直接向我放马过来吧。。。有问不一定答的哦。。。不过一定有回复~~~

命苦？

酱算不算命苦。。。我也不晓得了。。。 也许，在现在酱的经济时机，钱才是万能，才是最实际的吧。。。可就是会失望，因为所计划的计划，泡汤了。。。虽然说也不是渣都没得剩，也许也要谢谢他们帮我争取的吧。。。 可心里会想。。。有时自己很没用一下，因为想到，只要是他开口的要求，我想我好像都没有拒绝过的。。。我都会很难说不的。。。就不懂为什么。。。可每当讨论完了时，才会回想起，怎么自己酱没用叻。。。为什么就是不会跟他说不。。。要等事后了才后悔当初。。也虽然说，他给我的意见，不是说会害我的啦，都是为我好的，可有时他没站在我的立场想。。。就是酱而已。。。 maybe就是内心深处一个小小的感触吧。。。

P/S:今天,竟然让老人家失望了,我也真的不想的,可就是不懂我还能怎样。。。对不起。。。

my favourite color...

opps... upload wrongly... but what a cute little golden retriever...

This is the picture i wanted to upload...



For those who know me well, this is my favourite color... which saw this pretty flowers somewhere in somebody's facebook pictures... I also knew that flowers just pretty for few days only, and won't last long... but... just also like it so much... especially flowers in my favourite sky blue color... sigh... believe it or not... never receive flowers like this before... haha... ashame.... hmmm...

m!stakes d@y...

today... keep on do things wrong...........
what am i doing leh???

1st... easily forgotten on what people told me on the situation... and transfer wrong information to the other side... sxxx ... makes me so paiseh in front of the 'wu gu' person... haiz... actually not his fault one... now because of me, it become his fault... at 1st lar... but at last also get to explain with the other party about it to correct MY mistakes... yes... is MY mistakes... why am i so forgettful ....so easy to forget what people had explained to me... haiz...like old people brain... although still able to correct the mistakes, but I still felt paiseh to him... haiz... sorry ya, 表哥... sorry... I m not purposely de...

2nd... explain the wrong information to the salesman... oh shxx... later next time he submit the wrong document... that time i will really dxx loh... then that time i will die dao hen nan kan... cos i teach him the wrong thing... haiz... tried to call him after he left to correct my mistakes... but.... why his handphone can't get through??? oh my god... aih.. why am I always lack of confident on explaining things to people... why??? then now even work thing also make mistakes... shxx loh...
hope tomorrow I can get to call the salesman and correct my mistakes also... god, protect me...

3rd... forgot already... oh my god... old people sickness came again...

Company is restructuring nowadays... many things had change internally... this makes me worry... and also scare... although I am so far away... but dunno y... one thinking in my mind... recession.... restructuring... and retrenchment... haiz... really feel not right about all this... yes I know... changes is good for each company... changes is to walk far and more far... but.... this kind of changes really makes me feel not right... y y tell me y....

突发其想。。。

不懂做么，每当没人online时，都会想到他，maybe那时跟他谈得太多了吧。。。已经成了习惯。。。可是这习惯，真的是时候要改了。。。毕竟，在这个世界上，是没有100%朋友的陪伴的。。。人，毕竟是有自己的私生活的。。。而生活的黑与白， 也是要靠自己去涂上颜色，而要涂什么颜色，全在自己的手中。。。maybe我不会的就是这一点吧。。。真的是颜色白痴！ 深深相信，时间就是最好的药。。。免费的哦！嘿嘿。。。

而要改的习惯，不只是这个，还有心情不好而拿吃来发泄，这才是真正要改的吧。。。不然，身体再继续向横发展。。。到时真的是~~~哦mg了。。。

P/S: 以上心情纯属独家拥有，如有雷同，记得通知本人，因会有兴趣认识各界心心相印的“高人”。谢谢阅读。

about bread + sad + happy...

Its been long time also... i didn't update any blog with photo... this morning... when eating a piece of bread... suddenly memory flash back.... flash back to my Uni time... if not mistaken is uni time lar... that time... we like to buy this kind of bread... that is ------>

opps.... hmm.... the image is too ugly....can't even upload here... try to imagine back maybe... :p haiz... phone camera really no good... haha....

i still remember that time when we are studying... there are bread stall that sell bread outside our university... then the most sellable bread is this one... ---> 'xie rou mian bao'... haha... whenever we go must buy at least one de... even if late then will be 'SOLD OUT'... haha... can u imagine that...??? sometimes dunno what so special bout this... but its quite popular that time lar... my frenz... still remember those times...??? really miss those days... Sometimes... something if u didn't do it long time already..... will be forgotten easily... or maybe is me only.... easily forgotten things recently... whenever suddenly remember back.... it is really a sweet study days.... with 'xie rou mian bao'... wakakaka...

Tonight really not a good night for me... there is always something family matters happen behind... quarrel and disagreements happens.... i really don't like this kind of feeling... nobody can tell... somebody think this is a very 'xia suei' if telling others... thats y telling other... will be very 'xia suei'... arhg..... y is that problems always never ending....??? when will it ends... ??? maybe its part of my fault also... i didnt take initiative to 'an wei' somebody... just let other to face it... but.... i m not good in doing those thing... just not good enough...

Mood comes good when I receive a small gift from my dear collegue from kl... I dunno y she will suddenly give me this gift... certainly, its not my birthday... and not our "Knowing 1 year anniversary"... haha... but when i receive it, I was really happy... dunno y... maybe I was just too easy to satisfy... even if a small small gift from any of my dear friend... will make me smile enough already... she some more gave me my favorite color clip.... (as what she asked me before give me, hehehe)... sky blue... blue = blur blur.... that is me... sometimes... haha... this is the small gift... --->





Thanks dear theresa... you are so sWeet.... sometimes sorry for asking u so many question that I suppose to know the answer(who ask to be more experience than me???) , and to be so '438'( which u teach me de... hehe) I will always remember this de... ---> 438... :p love u oh...

Promised myself to take down all the things happen using my camera... so that it can be a sweet memory in future... :)

命中注定我爱你。。。

今 天。。。上完班之后，就回家了。。。然后看了刚刚好电台播着周杰伦稻香电视特辑。。。之后就开了命中注定我爱你。。。一个我可以看了很久的台湾连续剧。。。朋友都说蛮不错的。。。可是给我。。。就是不懂为什么。。。看来看去。。。总觉得，哎哟，怎么那么长的啊？怎么看也看不完。。。哈哈。。。

不过，为了不让我跟我朋友借得没意思，所以，怎么样，我都要把它看完。。。 哈哈。。。无聊吧。。。其实想一想，我其实也很久没有酱在家看片看酱久了。。。只从一月那时，首先是去了马六甲，然后呢。。。就去槟城training。。。然后呢。。。每个星期好像都会出去。。。也不知不觉花了蛮多的钱。。。haha。。。

开 了命中注定我爱你。。。看着看着，眼泪就不知不觉一直来找我。。。看到那戏里的陈欣怡。。。虽然是个那么平凡的一个人。。。可她竟然可以那么的伟大，有那么的笨。。。要骂她，又不是，不骂她，又觉得她怎么可以自己委屈到那样。。。真是个名副其实的便利贴女孩叻。。。就是不懂为什么，当看到她车祸，然后男方 被逼签下同意书，把她肚子里的孩子拿掉时，而女方，一直要求他不要签时，眼泪就一直的流。。。哇噻，你也太感性了吧。。。hehe。。。 有点不能顶自己，如果给别人，一定没感觉吧。。。就是不懂为什么，女孩子的心情肯定非常难受，男方在被逼的情况下要签下那同意书，心里比任何人都更难受吧。。。在然后，当男的发现自己真正爱的是陈欣怡时，每天去到女的家，只希望打听到她的消息，儿女的妈妈再跟他讲了那番话时，眼泪又来了。。。妈妈说： ‘以前，我每次都对我女儿说，你是我们家多余出来的，而陈欣怡呢，从来都不会顶回嘴，只会微微笑。。。你自己想一想，如果给别家的女儿，当一个妈妈跟女儿讲酱的话，女儿会怎么想呢？可能别家的女儿已经离家出走很久了。。。可就是陈欣怡，为了不让家里觉得她自己是多余的，她很努力的生活，尽量去帮人，只是希 望能帮到别人。。。这样的一个女孩，你也狠心把她伤成那样。。。。。。。。。”听到这里。。。真的觉得她怎么可以那么的委屈？不可能吧。。。在这世界上，还会有那样的一种人吗？
而自己，每次看着种戏。。。看到主角他们痛心时，我的心不懂为什么，也会跟着隐隐作痛的。。。奇怪吧。。。好像能身同感受那样。。。很难控制。。。

目前还没看完，还有两片dvd。。。 好长哦。。。^_^

对了，“表哥”告诉我，他也要注册了。。。四月注册。。。恭喜你啦！！！ ^_^