心神不定。。。

这几天。。。心情都不是很好。。。不懂为什么。。。 会不会是天蝎座的女生，就是特别的情绪化，特别的爱胡思乱想的呢？？？我不晓得。。。

在情人节的那天。。。由于没有情人。。。就找了个好朋友一起出去疯了一天。。。首先去唱了三个小时的歌。。。然后就逛了逛街。。。 然后。。。看了场电影。。。valkyrie。。。原来，是一部历史戏。。。闷到~~以向来不喜欢历史课的我。。。简直想在西院里睡觉。。。哈哈。。。而我的"女朋友"呢。。。只对恐怖片，刺激的动作片有兴趣。。。这种酱艺术的戏。。。简直也闷到她了。。。没办法。。。这一季的戏，已经没得好选了。。。就酱闷闷的，挨了两个钟多。。。嘿嘿。。。把RM10元白白的送给戏院了。。。

第二天本来要去旺沙马祖找另一个同事。。。难得我心血来潮。。。兴致勃勃地。。。哪里知道。。。她竟然上云顶了。。。咋到。。。然后我们就去看了另一部电影。。。omg。。。也是没什么刺激性。。。天啊。。。干嘛现在的恐怖片，都变成一点恐怖的成分都没有了的吗？就连我们以为会好看的'House'。。。也不过如此。。。一点怕的成分都没有。。。显掉。。。就这样，也把RM11元给了戏院。。。-_-

今天，自己一个人在公司。。。有些无聊。。。突然觉得。。。自己真得很没有目的。。。也觉得这份工越做越显。。。没什么发挥的空间。。。（讲到好像自己很有料酱，其实不知道自己可以做什么。。。)就是越做越给我感觉混乱。。。不知道自己到底为了什么而做。。。也不懂自己的位置到底是什么。。。不懂为什么。。。可能，自己真正要什么，自己都不知道吧。。。 有个朋友说，有了目标，就会有前进的理由。。。而我的目标呢？要怎么找呢？去哪里找呢？

今天，发现一个朋友的部落格。。。他。。。竟然可以那么感性。。。可能本人很少接触到那么感性的异性吧。。。哈哈。。。

‘给自己的新开一扇窗。。。看一看，听一听。。。用心感受。。。你会发现，明天。。。不一样。。。 也想为自己的心开一扇窗。。。可是，要怎么看？要怎么听呢？

Translation:

Due to some of my dear in blog that dunno chinese, I will need to translate it to english... so that I won't be scold by them... cos them are my fans to this blog also... hohoho...

These few days, felt that my emotion was not so good... always feel like scolding people... and heart feel not right... izit becos i m a scorpio gal? izit a scorpio gal will think as much as i did, think as many as i did...? i dunno... i really dunno bout this answer...

On Valentine's day, I had went out with my recently best friend... both of us had went to sing k for 3 hours... and had watched a movie after that... wow, do both thing in one day... i think this is my first time as well... haha... watched 'valkyrie'... omg... so boring movie... its kinda historical movie... so boring... omg... for those who dun like history, hmmm... think twice before u watch... altou there is tom cruise there... haha...

The second day, at first plan to find another friend in wangsa maju... mana tahu... she went genting with her bf... hmm... so difficult i got the heart to go so far... haha... no choice... we went for a movie again in pyramid....'house'... which we thought is a good horror movie... but then... haiz... dissapointed... what kind of horror movie is this??? y nowadays... haiz... really dissapointed...

Today, I was alone in office... feel quite boring... and think much again... feel that I am so blur of what am i doing... what actually what i want... what actually I am in this company... I dunnoo.... I am so blur... sometimes really feel no mu biao in my life... how to get a correct way for myself... and how to find it.... i really dunnoo... maybe there is only one word in my life... ---> blur + blur...