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haiz... I know is no good to 'haiz' in the very first word in the blog... some more is the blog in chinese new year...
but... 心里真得很不爽。。。没被我听到就不用紧。。。可是被我听到了，当时还不会生气。。。可是，冷静想了想，怒气就会起来了吧。。。哈哈。。。 有点觉得自己有点神经质。。。明明觉得自己做得很出面了。。。可是原来人家所明白的意思，是倒反的。。。看看自己是有多失败。。。咳。。。 明明是他不想有那样的负担，为什么要说成是我拒绝喔？？？有点很无辜的感觉。。。对，他们都是因为关心我，可是那样想我，就让我觉得生气。。。
不懂几时，我会发起神经来，一次过告诉他们，我们俩最大的问题，就是没有一方面要主动。。。而我要澄清的是，我也没有很正面的拒绝，更以一些行动表明了立场。。。只是他们自己get不到我的立场而已。。。
所以当他们这样想我。。。我真得很气。。。
有时想到如果我这样讲，就似乎在讲他的坏话，我就是想到这一点，所以到现在，当他们讲到这些事情。。。我都会以笑代过。。。这是我唯一能做的事。。。因为我真的不想怪任何人。。。 不懂我这样一笑代过，是正确的呢？还是我该要帮我自己澄清立场呢？？？我不晓得了。。。

happy chinese new year 2009!!!

CNY 2009 decoration...

Today... collegue from KL came down to Klang... just to help us to decorate on our Klang Sales Office... a bit over right.... haha ...still need people to think and decorate for us... maybe we just lack of innovative and creative mind... hehe...

Actually happy, but paiseh for they came so far away... but anyway, friends, appreciate what u all done... i will keep on our effort to decorate all de... hehe... since u all give us so many ideas already...

After that we went for bah kut teh... which is one of the main reason to came right... hehe... yummy yummy... long long one time is good...




Found these meaningful sentences from e-mail... share with u all... but sorry for those that dunno mandarin... i also dunno how to translate ler... hehe...

心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

Happy Chinese New Year to all my love one... :)

人生。。。

人生。。。到底是为了什么呢？？？几乎每天，都会有一小段的时间去思考这个问题。。。 可是始终得不到答案。。。

每个人都说，新的一年，一定要有新的希望。。。新的期望。。。 也一定要努力地把它达到。。。这样才不会对不起自己。。。

可我的希望，期望，未来？到底又是什么呢？

刚开始的第一个月。。。我的节目可以说是蛮多的。。。第一个星期，去了马六甲。。。然后。。。接着就去了槟城。。。因为工作。。。可以说是蛮忙的。。。头脑自然没有时间去胡思乱想。。。 心情也很开心，因为可以跟那么多的好朋友，那么多的同事一起度过。。。心情也有些开朗了吧？

可今天，就是不懂为什么。。。心情忽然低了下来。。。脑子里会胡思乱想，心里会忽然的觉得空虚起来了。。。我是有问题吗？？？我真的不知道。。。再过一个星期多，就是华人新年了。。。心里除了想着几时要把妈妈大扫除，也就是不懂为什么，空虚了起来。。。又想到，同事初八初九拿了假期，因为拜天公。。。 就不停的联想到去年。。。事实就是残酷的。。。去年就是去年，已经过了，今年是不一样的了。。。

本人已经不小了。。。到底我的未来会是怎样呢？心里的空虚，又几时有人可以帮我填满呢？

有个要好的朋友，说她去做的身体检查。。。很担心报告出来的那一天。。。我说陪她去，她又拒绝我。。。没办法。。。我告诉她，别想太多，一切一定是没事的。。。我深深相信是这样的。。。也在内心深处帮她祈祷。。。

i'm back...

It's been a period i didn't update my blog... my friends was asking.... why no updates???.... as usual.... lazy + busy... maybe the lazy part tooks more on that... haha...

ok.... lets review back... on the first week on January 2009... Me and my secondary best gang went to melaka... If not mistaken, this is the first trip we been going since we graduate... ehmmm... means its been 4 year plus we didn't go for a trip together... mostly because timing problem... financial problem... after graduate only will realize that study moment is the best moment in life.... haha... no need to consider all that... ok back to melaka trip... such a bad memory to me... but still happy to hang out with them...



first day to melaka... we went to eat the ' li li ji fan (chicken ball rice)... delicious as it's a famous place that must go if u are in melaka... then... my bad dream comes... don't know why..... I started to get dizzy.... again... sxxx... maybe because weather... maybe because my super best friend visits me on this first day also... then my whole body become uncomfortable... pain... really paiseh of that... that have to trouble my friends to fetch me back to hotel... then some more I got no chance to eat the satay celup....!!! haiz... which I wish to eat long time ago liao... haiz...

But... advantages.... heard that the satay celup has many kacang inside... must be very bad for those who is sore throat'ing... haha... because i m on of it also... this is the only and only advantages i think ... gua...... hopes that next time won't like that liao... opps.... should be --> MUST be no next time... MUST MUST MUST... haha...



Overall is a happy trip... as my daughter also joined us... and we have lunch in japanese restaurant in sunway pyramid - xxxx when we back to kl.... just a light lunch for us.... some of the sushi was quite nice... :)




Nect is second week of January 2009, which is 9/01/09 to 11/01/09... went to Penang for admin training and also 8th Sales Conference...

Reach Penang about 12.30p.m. and have our training after our lunch... at first thought that we can go out after the training at 6.30p.m. as per schedule... but.... always as I expected... there will be no early dismissed everytime when there is training..... impossible... haha.... sure there will be something up to de... the training for two days was ended as per schedule, that is 6.30p.m. to 7p.m.... but unfortunately, we still need to rehersal for the performance for the conference on sunday... this is the unexpected thing .... we never been told that we need to performe... haha... they have ask all the admin to perform hand language in the conference... good.... now we have to 'xian chou' on the stage... haiz.... so bad... but thinking with the other way... it's actually quite fun... hahaha... with all the admin perform together... although all of us keep on conplaining that why need us to do all this... but actually it's quite fun also...

Some of the pictures to share with all... (to be upload tonight)

took with seow peng - admin from butterworth ASO... in the training...

33 darling, m3, thing, theresa, ms hoe and joanne... in hotel lobby...



We had perform two song of the hand language, one is 让爱传出去（rang ai chuan chu qu) and another one is 红红的太阳（hong hong de tai yang)... interesting right... hahaha...

group picture after our rehearsal until 12 midnight... :)

took ourself... after our performance in the conference... :)

pictures with 38 theresa.. which she was so sad cos i didn't put any pictures that took with her before this .... now happy le mah??? :)

More pictures coming tomorromw... :)

Good and Happy memories in Penang on both the training and also sales conference...although we all is super tired on the next day(Monday) which we all still need to work shift... but at least for me is a happy memory... :)

叶问。。。

today went for the movie IP man- 叶问... heard from my friend say it is quite nice... wanted to watch it long time liao de.... hehe...

Likes action movie... especially if the actor is Jet Li... or Donnie Yen... both of them really good in the martial arts... but so sad as Jet Li already long time don't have new movie liao... hehe... but Donnie Yen also not bad... kekeke...

This movie was actually life story of the Ip man, which is the master of Bruce Lee... really like those action part, although maybe in real life, those action part is not really on 100% lar... hehe...

Dunno how to describe this nice movie... but very happy I had watched it... hehe...

Ip man official website...---> http://www.ipman-movie

happy new 2009 ye@r...

this is the first day of 2009... as was holiday for everyone... though to update my blog on the last day of 2008... that is yesterday night... but too tired for me to do that... maybe before that was rushing here and there...

last day of the month--->31/12/08... as usual... rushing of closing of sales of my company... tired... then at night... rushing to prepare myself for a movie with my secondary best friend... which maybe because i got back too late from office... thats y have to rush... hehe... but too bad... that was not a good movie....haiz... bought a wrong movie on the last day... what kind of 'spirit' is that... really like watching kartoon... that was cost RM10 for the ticket... xxxx...

re-flash back my 2008 life... it was a busy life on the early of the year... as penang branch sales office not yet launch that time... all the penang sales coming fast to klang to key in... oh gosh... we work till 12a.m. once... i remember that... won't forget for the rest of my life i think... there is still like moutains of order on our hand... but they still can keep on posting to us... start from that time... I feel that penang people is really RICH people... hahaha...

After that Penang Sales Office had launch... our workload had reduce dramatically... because of course... all of the penang sales will be key in there... as for us.... we will just handling those sales that submitted in klang... then each of the admin will have their own job task... including both of us... which I am handling YS... and my colleague handling ASO... which as u all know... I Hate YS... and yes... until now i am still hate YS... no proper instruction for me... no guideline... I don't really know how to do... maybe I am just stupid enough... maybe...

In the mean time... there is not much happen in my routine life... which in other word... no improvement... haha... no matter on the personal life... love life... or all the kind of life... feel a bit shame of that actually ..... oh gosh... I already 25 already... what kind of life... what kind of ambition... what kind of future I want... what kind of work life i really want...I don't have it all....

I think at least I must find one in the year of 2009... or somebody could have give me some examples or guideline...hmmm.... really have to yield .... God, Please Help help me... already... hehe...

Gambatte...

Happy New Year 2009 to all my love ones...