h@ppy g@thering~~

We had another gathering yesterday, at AEON bukit Tinggi.... for the year of 2009, this is the second gathering that is successfull already... haha... although not really 100% of our gang member is attending... but... at least.... WE Gathered!!! haha... feel a bit ' cheng jiu gan' cos this year is better than previous year... hahaha.... this is the second time gathering for the year 2009... hehehe... a bit siao liao right... haha... members.... please spare out ur time for next gathering ya... haha... let's make it a successful gathering again ya... next station.... cycling at Taman Pertanian... haha ... planing .... planning on the way...


Here are some pictures we took when the gathering... nothing much changes on us ..... hehe


sheau wei, wuan thien and khai ping...



khai ping, sheau wei and me...

how come both of u so lazy.....???

WE in our 'room'.... haha... nice...???

ask u sing k, u send sms...... khai ping so good in 'qiang jing tou'....... hahaha...

wuan thien salad...... so big plate .... yoh....

P/S : photos didn't upload according to the program on that day...

感触。。。

有时真的是不懂。。。 到底他们对谁都是那么热情。。。 还是因为我和某某人的‘有可能’。。。而在间接中得到了厚待。。。有时会让我不停的在这问题中徘徊，挣扎。。。 有时又想到。。。酱子想他们。。。很不对。。。会觉得自己是在以小人之心，度君子之腹。。。唉。。。每当想问个明白时，又怕自己的厚待会因此而没有了。。。很怕我得到的答案真的是那样。。。所以。。。就浑浑噩噩的混了过去。。。仿佛带着假面具面对他们。。。 也许人生。。。就是这样的吧。。。只要没把事情的真相摊开来得那么彻底。。。也许，就这样一辈子了吧。。。maybe 这就是所谓，不是每件事情都要问个清清楚楚的吧。。。这句话，也许会有它自己的意义。。。

而每次看到他们一家兄弟姐妹的关系那么好。。。都会额外的羡慕。。。会不禁的感叹，为什么自己的兄弟姐妹没办法像他们呢？他们都可以办得到，把心事摊出来讲，还可以有商有量的。。。为什么我的就不可能发生的呢?是自己也有戒心，还是因为性格问题呢？？？我也不知道。。。

最近常做了facebook里的心理测验，有些还蛮准的。。。譬如： 测验你的桃花运的。。。这是我的测验答案。。。

“你的桃花運其實還不錯，只是有時候你實在表現的太做作、太矜持，喜歡掩飾自己的感情，隱藏自己的感覺。導致人家就算真的對你有意思，可能也會因為猜不到你 的心意而却步 不前，甚至做罷。自己做的事只好自己承受。又要馬兒好又要馬兒不吃草，心裏想吃蘋果却偏偏告訴人家你想吃香蕉。不了解你的會猜得到你心裏想的那才真有鬼。 學會順其自然，學會大方表現感情。。。

这些还蛮准的。。。太做作，太矜持。。。真得很像我的性格。。。 有时候，我也曾经想过为什么自己不能像别人那么的玩得。。。maybe只要我再38 点，就可以了吧。。。 or maybe 我再38 一点。。。就能融入他们的话题。。。成为他们一分子呢？太做作，太矜持的我。。。我自己也不喜欢。。。

我需要学习的，应该就是。。。学会顺其自然，学会大方的表现感情吧。。。

自私的人类...

人类,是否是自私的呢?

有时在想... 也许有时,这句话是真的... 因为,当一个人就连自己的利益都顾不到时,就会忽视了其实自己的行为,是会麻烦到别人的...这也就是,人类的自私之处吧...

无论那个人跟你是有多么的要好...有时,人总是会忽视这一点的...这应该是人类必定会面对到的其中一个现象吧...

没有其他的意思,只是突然觉得...我到底该怎么面对这样的情形呢?越来越不会该怎样面对自己的心情了...

看到小孩子们在百货公司玩,就觉得,如果自己不会长大,那该有多好... 朋友告诉我... 要像S.H.E 的歌吗? ' 我不想,不想,不想长大~~~'后面忘记了... 我就说... 对对对... 可是... 这种是不可能的... 空想而已的想法... 也是让自己开心一下的歌曲...

gift from taiwan...

quite some time also i left my blog alone already... as usual... lazy... and no new updates...

Today, just meet up with my k kaki... haha... she just back from taiwan, which to take her wedding photo... and which when i ask her... whether got miss me or not... the answer is... she miss sing k more than me... haha... me also lar actually... haha... 1st quarter of the year, both of us siao sing k like siao lang... then recently these two months... like cool down a bit already ... dunno why...

this is a packet of sweets that she bought from taiwan for me... which the most special one is the lolipop... its (hei tang) de... which with sour plum at the center of the lolipop...


like this...

haha... a bit too sweet actually...... but its nice also... hehe...
and also this one....

isn't both of 'them' looks alike...? haha... but the right hand side one is bought from taiwan, which she say when she once saw this, then remember me liao... haha... cos i bought the left hand side japan doll from 1 Utama shop... haha... but heard that the small one is more expensive than the big one... hohoho... cos its hand-make one...

Thanks anyway for the souvenier and sweets...

久违了。。。

四月中，生了场蛮大的病。。。发高烧了两天，也拿了两天的病假，之后虽然上班了，但整个人还是blur blur的。。。就酱过了我的四月的第三个星期。。。

然后，就到了四月的第四个星期，也是最后一个星期。。。我公司参加了一年一度的 homedec，在klcc的，又是我们要做工的时候了。。。还记得上一年的劳动节，我也是在做工，也是这一年一度的homedec。。。有时是有够sienz。。。连劳动节都得做工。。。可就要往另一方面想咯。。。一方面能见到其他的同事，一方面也可娱乐自己咯。。。谁叫自己的感情方面没着落，就算放假没做工，最后也会是在家看电视的，所以做工还能见到其他的同事，有时是蛮爽的。。。就这样，劳动节和星期六，做了full day。。。尤其是星期六，还做到十一点，真的是有问题了。。。到最后还得麻烦朋友的弟弟载我回家，真是有够不好意思。。。

‘他吃到那么大了，完全一点经验都没有，不是不要，只是没经验，不懂要怎么开始’。。。这句话我听了很多次，也不懂要怎么给他们反应，也只能一笑带过。。。有时很想告诉他们，我也是吃到那么大了，还没被男生约过的经验，看看他们会有怎样的反应。。。或许我可以成为他的老师，可我不保证我会是那个你们要找的。。。可就是说不出口，每次想想了，还是算了吧。。。费事伤到别人，也伤到自己。。。就算他没经验，你们也可教他啊，你们有经验了吧。。。这些时间，这些话一直在我脑海里打转。。。也许，时间是最好的良药。。。找节目娱乐自己，也是个最好的方法。。。

gathering at 1 Utama...

my fren say... this is not a gathering...... this is just frenz to frenz dinner... because we only got 4 people total for this 'gathering'... haha... nevermind lar... at least also got 4 people mar right.. haha...

This gathering is in 1 utama... which actually just plan to have hi-tea + an early dinner, and chit chatting with each other about our latest ' information' ... haha...

Forgot to take picture for what we are eating that day, and only remember to take picture when ah may is trying to search for her ideal shoes in the whole 1 utama... haha... i remember most people when they gathering, they will take pictures on everybody's hand....ect... but this time... we took everybody's shoe's... haha.... here is this......
guess which one is mine...??? hehe......

And at last.... at last we manage to finh ah may ideal's shoes from M.O.D which actually now only i know that... may, your are quite 'high requirement' on choosing shoes huh... hahaha...
yeh, at last ... ah may is paying at the counter, after manage to get her ideal shoes... hehe... seems like so busy even is paying at the counter huh... hehe......

And this is the 'thing' i bought from a shop named IQ Box... which is an unique shop selling many many kind of unique thing... its a new concept of business...... saw this cute japan dolls handphone chain... hehe... I still remember my fren ask me... " hey, why I never see you buy anything everytime we come out(she means shoes, beg, which is gals shopping thing)?" haha... ya... sometimes I will lar of course... but because now I dun have any thing need also mar.... so...... so mostly I will buy those thing that I think is cute... hehe... which is like this one... hehe... a bit childish, I know this... but I just like it... hehe......

And lastly, this is an octopus shower radio, which is the present by my dear hazel, for my previous year birthday... hahaha... now only I remember to take it from boon yi.... really paiseh ya, hazel... didn't mean it de... but happy still have a present from u ... and its cute... but dun think I will use it when I am taking shower... cos.... hmmm... a bit not suitable if put it in my bath room... cos my bathroom not like exective suit de.... still got dry and wet side de... haha... mine, is just normal one... if later any 'accident' to this octopus, then I will feel sorry to it de.... opps.... should be feel sorry to u .... haha... anyway, thanks ya hazel dear... muacks... :p

bad bad bad explanation...

Count in today... already second customer say that what I explained to them, make them so confuse...

I also dunno why.... previously... dun have complain like this... haiz... sometimes... dunno lar....
Since small, I also agreed that my explanation skill is not good.... cos since in primary school... all those mandarin essay, sure got one part is judge on our explanation skill(发表)... but mostly for this one.... I always get the lowest marks.... haha...

ok lar... I never even deny that my explanation skill is not good... because its really not good...
Thats why I also dun like work that needs to explain so much... who knows.... I had choose a work that.... NEED explanation, and also need to attend customer... omg... what am I doing...? haha... not do not do also work in this company 1 year plus already... haha....

Sometimes.... maybe is me, really need to improve myself on my explanation skill... ...ya ya.... improving... improving.... aiya.... as what I always told my friend... if my explanation skill is good enough... I early early already go n be salesman already lar... be salesman can earn more.... nonid to sit here be admin lar... haha...

Sometimes 'yi qi zhi xia'... after complain by customer.... just think better I transfer to kl... because be admin in kl, no need the explain to customer de... haha........ hmmm.... a way to run away from my problem right.... but too bad... kl was tooooooooo far from my house..... and plus..... nobody wants me in kl......... haha.......