gathering in times square on x'mas day 2008...

today we having our gathering in Time Square... since thiam siew--> from penang was coming to kl... to celebrate x'mas ... i think...... or actually to meet all of us.... his utar classmates.... but unfortunately.... only 3 of us show up... haha... he should have happy cos still got 3 of us... hohoho... so... the list of attendance...
1---> may
2---> han xiang
3---> and of course , me... haha...

Took some pictures on the x'mas decoration in Times Square for this year --> 2008... a very huge chirstmas tree and cute santa clause...




Actually feel a bit paiseh cos can't really call up others to come... but... no choice liao lar... hehe...

We had our lunch in Papa Johns, which is pizza from US .... all of us was first time to try it... since the price is affordable and acceptable also... hehe... this is one of the menu of Papa Johns--->

yummy chicken special papa pizza... looks good right... taste not bad also...


this is cheese stick ... which the holder looks like he is going to play ping pong... hehe

yummy mushroom soup... but y using plate...??? didn't ask so much.... hehehe... and last thing....

guess what is this....? bread stick... never seen b4 with this kind of shape right... haha... maybe is just me so 'sua gu'.... hahaha...
Then we took photo in Papa Johns as well....
yeh!!! happy gathering...

But after that we walk around time Square, as the time is still early... then took many 'pretending' pictures....... just like we are tourist from other country.... see what is interesting... then will directly take liao... never realize that thiam siew likes to take picture so much... like really ' huo chu qu' le.... haha...... maybe this is one of his changes.... haha... so luckily i got bring my camera loh... if not??? ...... hehehe
All these is just PART of those pictures.... hehe.... if anybody wants/ interesting to see all those pretending pictures.... ask from me.... hoho...
definitely, they are still KID... haha






We had a grest time together with so many photos .... happy to spend my Christmas 2008 with them... at least I have some program ... hahaha... take care my friends... :)

Dislike...

Sometimes, Someway, Somehow... I just got the feeling of dislike'ing those big big celebration days... just dunno why... maybe I just dun like the feeling of loneliness... being loneliness without any friends to accompany on these big celebrations... as for my family, they didn't really celebrate all these celebrations day... which mostly my siblings will find their own program... and ....ehmm...... as for me.... mostly my fren... already got their bf to acc... haha... or maybe need to acc bf/gf.... aih... who ask me so 'ming ku'... haha...

Recently really hate to come to work... or maybe i just can't work with family members/relative in the same company.... sometimes will feel 'zuo you wei nan'..... dunno these is just my own feeling.... or even other ppl is the same as me ...... sometimes.... people will bring 'relationship' to work... i just dislike this kind of situation.... and even sometimes disagreement or conflict arise... will be more difficult to faced...... at least, for me, I dunno how should i face it..... should I just Pretending nothing happen??? or Say Sorry on behalf of somebody....??? I dunno..... To become an easy come, easy go person is really not easy... if only I could be like that...

And sometimes, will be impolite to xxx also... all this is just becos of the relationship..... becos we got certain relationship, sometimes i will lost temper...... Just super hate my bad temper sometimes....... why I just can't talk nicely like I m talking to other people......? why I wil just lost my temper like that so easily... who can teach me to control my temper? so that I won't be so over everyday...... Maybe after reading this, most of my friend will get scare of me, thinking why am I acting like this.... why I can have both side of me? why? maybe only god knows... blame god pula... haha

Or maybe sometimes I just need to pretending....... to smile like this--->

cameron trip... 20/12/08 - 21/12/08

hmm... its been a week time I didn't update my blog... again... hehe... seems like a bit lazyzzness coming again... or is it this is the real me...??? hehe...

okok... last week... went to cameron with my ex-collegue... collegue in NTPM... which... some of them is based in Penang branch one... hehe... 1st time took pictures with my own camera... hoho... feel excited... so 38 right... went to few places... took some pictures... which i think this is the first time i took so many pictures... hoho...

first day... took Aeroline bus to Penang... which is because the trip starts from Penang... i think 100% of people will say' huh??? why so ma fan??? even if take bus from kl to cameron will be much faster..." oh please, dun ask me why... haha... cos i oso dunno y i will do such thing... hehe... but talking about the aeroline bus, this is the first time i try it... good service... and the air cond is really air cond... not ' hot air'... haha... too some pictures on the breakfast provided... subway burger...


Comfort Aeroline bus


Subway burger as breakfast


milo, as requested by me... which u can choose between coffee, tea, or milo...

reach Penang... meet old frenz... and we had went to eat the 'chao zou', somewhere in Parit Buntar i think, which 'ah xian ren qing wei' intro one... not bad about the porridge.... and went to drink milk... its actually fresh cow milk... forgot to take pictures on the milk... which is quite nice ... reminded me that its been long time i didn't drink milk already... since HL milk increase the price already... haha... the fresh cow milk was really nice... cost RM2.50 per cup... yummy yummy...

the next day... start our journey 5am... which was planned... actually i think its far tooooo early... haha... but.... no choice...

hmm... really dunno how to comment liao... just upload some of the pictures which took on that trip...


yin, yan, teh, peng with tomatoes...

with teh in Teh Boh Plantation coffee shop...

opps... group photos i think too be uploaded next time... because not using my camera... hehe...

and another thing... present from my 'tou dai zai' in NTPM... she had been for duno HK or where liao... bought me a present... but until now only teh pass it to me... blame me ....no heart... haha... so long time never contact her already... dunno how was she... and hope she still remember me lar... its a t-shirt... but quite ngam ngam hao... and its first time the t-shirt that people give me as present suits my SIZE... haha... really happy of it...

busy week...

its been a week time i didn't update my blog... my life was so empty sometimes..... this was sometimes i feel...
but for last week,quite a holiday week for me...
as usual, my company had Good Morning Coway every early of the month... and for the last month of 2008-->December... we had our Good Morning Coway in TGV KLCC on 11 Dec 2008... it was a second try since previously we had once in GSC Pavilion in the month of May 2008... muahaha...can watch movie in cinema again... in working hour... can u imagine...? hehe...... with all our collegue...
at first i was very happy to wait for this day to reach... but then something just pop up... something that actually makes me 'zuo you wei nan'... and makes me dunno how to react to my dear colleague... altou as she say... 'what he done is just nothing to do with you...' but in fact, maybe she is correct... but for me, i just can't make it like no relationship with ' what he done is no relationship to me'... like this... yeah, maybe just i think too much... but i just can't stop myself from thinking like that... and i just feel so sorry when facing my dear colleague... this makes me feel miserable sometimes... as both also my dearest''''''''...... i dunno how should i do...
took annual leave on 12 December 2008, as we are force to clear our annual leave before end of this year, which only 5 days are allow to carry forward to 2009... a good holiday for me to settle my personal thing... but as soon as i settle it, went back home for drama + sleep... what a little waste to my leave right...
as for Saturday, 13 Dec 2008... my colleague from HQ KL came to our Klang Sales Office, just to help us on th Christmas decoration ... what a sweet help of that... if for both of us, sure won't have so much of idea(s) of these decoration... even for my colleague, just like really come and go... with a very sweet help from them, we had went to bah kut teh after that ... which they wish to eat... and end of the program of that day... as they say want to go back KL office to continue work... so hardworking... haha... as for me, continue my program....--> sing karaoke... haha... as usual, asked my friend that always also like to sing k, went for k session that day also... to release stress for me... maybe... and for her... hmm... no gua... really happy to sing k with her... hehe... although my voice really not as loud as her... mostly depends on mike... and got a RM5 voucher for that... and future plan... to sing again after our hearing on Jan 2009... good choice.... hahaha....

kamisama... mou, sukoshi dake...

haha... this today title... Takeshi Kaneshiro金城武。。。oh my god..... so handsome... haha... accidentally saw his picture in newspaper... and coincidently i was watching the drama kamisama, mou sukoshi dake these two days... hehe
these two days...was holiday as hari raya haji... hmm... no place to go... no money as well...so decided to sit at home..... and decided to watch back my favourite japanese drama... those 'YAT YU CAN PIN'... as describe by my friends last time when i was in university time.... that time i was really mostly everyday also sit in front of my pc.... and no other thing else... watch japanese drama.... hehe.... till i also siao liao...
then recently at last.... my dad bought the dvd player at home... hehe... then i decided to watch back my japanese 'classic' drama.... ehmmm.... at last... i choose this...--> mou sukoshi dake... means god, more give me more time... this was really i good drama... which acted by Takeshi Kaneshiro（金城武） and kyoko fukada(深田恭子）... was an very old drama... but really very nice... how nice...? i dunno how to explain... u can feel it when u watching it... no lies... the song also very super nice... sing by Luna Sea- I For You...... its a pop idol group in japan.... heres the song of 'I For You" from Youtube... ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Xd466ek-HA&eurl=http://video.google.com/videosearch?hl=en&q=kamisama,+mou+sukoshi+dake&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=X&oi=v
i bought the original vcd last time ... when i was really into it that time... hehe.... then now can use my big big tv to watch... so happy... but the quality wasn't that good.... as this vcds is really old... its resolution... ehmm.... but not a problem for me... hehe.... hehe... use two night to finish it... so shiok....

脸皮厚。。。

“叫你去我家吃饭，你又不要。。。。。”
“不要啦。。。我跟你又不熟。。。”
“对咯。。。我们又不熟。。。为什么我叫你去我家吃饭。。。?那以前你又时常来？？？脸皮厚。。。"
听到这句话，小瓶就静下来了。。。她不想多说，也不想再说下去了。。。
回想起以前，她还真的一个星期会去小红的家大约有三次。。。每次都因为不同的理由去她家。。。去她家看戏，去她家吃饭。。。去她家坐坐，然后去夜市场。。。各种不同的理由。。。就是不知道为什么要去。。。
而小红，总是很热情的邀请她去，说她家每次都有朋友来一起吃饭，叫小瓶不用不好意思的。。。当时，看似小红每次叫她去她家，也是因为要撮合她和她弟吧。。。为了让他们见面有话谈，所以叫她去她家坐的。。。
而当时的小瓶，就是不懂为什么，就会不拒绝的跟去了。。。当时，就会跟她们一家一起吃饭。。。可是小瓶和她弟就是没话说。。。没交谈。。。就是很不好意思的。。。因为也许两个人的性格都是一样的，就是--〉不好意思，脸皮薄。。。没办法踏出第一步。。。还甚至跟她们一家吃饭了好几次，可是就是没有进展。。。对方只是会夹夹菜给小瓶。。。就是一句话都不说。。。
而小瓶。。。就算每次都没结果，可是还是给了自己，也给了对方一个机会，跟她们吃了好几次饭。。。小瓶本身自认给了很多机会对方。。。也让了很大的一步。。。可一只手是拍不响的。。。就算小瓶在跟他吃几次的饭局，也不会有结果的。。。小瓶失望了。。。也打算放弃了。。。算了。。。
可今天，小红竟然讲出了那句：“那你以前又时常来我家吃饭?"。。。勾起了小瓶的回忆。。。
也有点生气，为什么小红会说那样的话呢？？？酱说对吗？？？
而有时，小红也会有责怪小瓶的意思。。。说小瓶不肯踏出第一步类似的话。。。让小瓶偶尔也觉得想不通。。。明明肯踏出第一步的是自己，可是也会被说到自己没有努力过似的。。。“难道主动加入他们的饭局，不算努力吗？难道主动去她家，也不是努力吗？如果这些都不是努力，那努力的意思谁可以解释给我听呢？。。。"小瓶每次都在想这问题。。。
小瓶有时在想。。。不要紧啦，最重要是自己真的有努力过，这才不会对不起自己。。。
小瓶不会生气小红很久，因为每次小瓶生气，都是当时的心情而已。。。过了那天，就会把它忘了。。。
也许，这就是小瓶的唯一优点吧。。。生气也只是那时的事。。。过了之后，不但不会在生气，甚至过了很久的时间，也会把它忘了一干二净。。。 ：）

缘分。。。

有时候。。。人与人的缘分，真得很奇妙。。。有时一开始时，你跟他/她其实一点都不熟。。。可是到了对的时机，可能你们的关系，就会因为某些东西或某些事情，而渐渐的在改善了。。。有时改善的变很好，无所不谈，有时呢。。。可是如果和我谈得来的人，应该都是正面的‘成绩’吧。。。嘿嘿。。。会不会太夸奖自己了。。。可是，与有些人的相遇，却怎样想也想不起。。。当我们彼此反问时，就是怎样都想不起。。。有点没良心吧。。。

可是，也有可能，你会因为某些事的发生，而让你某天在广场遇到他/她，你都会在犹豫着，到底该不该跟他/她打招呼呢？。。。类似的疑问会浮现在脑海里。。。也可能，这只是我才会有这种想法，也许给其他人，根本不会想到那么多吧。。。要打招呼就走向前咯。。。有那么困难吗？？？对吧。。。可是，给我就是不行。。。

其实，变得好的例子。。。是蛮多的。。。哈哈哈。。。害羞害羞。。。：P 有时回想起，还会自己偷笑，嘿嘿。。。

案例一：想要我回想起我和boon yi 和 hazel是如何相遇的，讲真，我是真的不记得了。。。只知道，我们都是读同一所学院，同一所大学。。。同一科目。。。同一班。。。可是，要我记回我们是什么时候变成那么好的朋友呢，我就记得。。。大概是从读大学开始吧。。。在八打灵那时，我就和boon yi 住同一间房。。。那时她遇上了一些不愉快的事。。。跟她同房的我，成了她唯一的哭诉对象。。。当时我所能做的就是陪着她，听她的诉苦，也希望自己能帮到她，可是我知道，能帮到她的只有她自己。。。我能做的，就是陪着她吧。。。可能就是经过当时那情形，我们变得‘关系密切’。。。哈哈。。。到现在都是很好的朋友。。。也希望以后都是。。。更希望，朋友，如果我有什么说错得罪你的，一定要告诉我，不要就酱不理我。。让我自己一个人去寻找为什么你会生气我的原因。。。知道吗？。。。因为我最怕就是，被人无缘无故的生气。。。哈哈。。。不过我知道你不会这样对我的。。。因为。。。你不舍得。。。嘿嘿。。。

案例二：与 hazel变熟。。。应该是在双溪龙镇时的那段时间。。。因为可能是我们俩，都是准时上课的人，所以早课，也只有我们俩去上吧。。。上着上着，我们就变熟了吧。。。哈哈。。。再加上，有时你想的东西，跟我想的会很像。。。也不知不觉让我们彼此拉近了距离。。。至于是什么想法那么像呢，哈哈。。。想不起了。。。同样的，也真的希望我们的友谊是坚固的。。。虽然我是常开着msn，人又不在这里。。。害你们跟我打招呼都没人应你们。。。哈哈。。。

案例三：跟特丽莎妹妹。。。是在我第二份工的第二个星期的一个早上，那天是她第一天来上班，而我是第二个星期。。。就这样，我们认识了。。。一直到现在。。。说真的，当时看她一脸blur blur 的样子。。。还蛮好笑的。。。可是她真的是个很不错的同事。。。不懂为什么。。。就是谈得来吧。。。虽然她在吉隆坡总公司。。。我在吧生分行。。。可是。。。我们还能那么。。。。8。。。。。哈哈。。。真得很庆幸认识她。。。也希望我们以后不会因为误会而变仇人。。。哈哈。。。三八吧？？？

案例四：达令。。。在这间公司，我也有个达令。。。opps。。。也。。。哈哈。。。没有啦。。。一间公司，只有一个就够了。。。哈哈。。。就算是闹着玩的。。。以后也有个美好的回忆。。。讲到她。。。第一次遇见她的时候，讲真。。。是忘了几时。。。不过印象最深刻的是，一开始她是长头发的。。。然后到了公司的一个conference时，大家一起工作。。。那时才开始变熟了。。。至于又是几时开始称呼对方达令的呢？我真的忘了。。。不过讲真的一开始没想到到现在，我们会“走”得那么近。。。甚至到达令的地步。。。这是我没想到的现在。。。不过还是很开心。。。不要每天blur blur 地，ok? 不过，有时blur blur 地也蛮可爱的啦。。。哈哈。。。

案例五：跟这个朋友的相识。。。真的记不起了。。。也是学院里同一科目的朋友。。。跟她变熟。。。大概是因为其他朋友的关系吧。。。再加上。。。我们都是吧生人。。。一起出来的几率也多了。。。不过我觉得最重要的是。。。每次去远一点的地方，她都愿意驾车。。。嘿嘿。。。众所皆知。。。我的驾驶技术是ma ma dei 而已。。。要我在吧生驾，我还可以。。。可是到了吉隆坡。。。就胆怯了起来。。。可能是先入为主的想法。。。就是吉隆坡的人驾车都很可怕。。。哈哈。。。 而她每次愿意驾车。。。有时让我很不好意思。。。哈哈。。。下次让我付车油ok。。。哈哈。。。还有让我们变熟的理由。。。一起都喜欢唱歌。。。一起被无良的商家骗了。。。在一起上诉。。。bo bi bo bi。。。上诉成功。。。嘿嘿。。。

按例六：与她的相识。。。是在今年的workshop时，那次的workshop,她刚刚好加入公司。。。就被逼得要参与我们的workshop了。。。当时是听说是‘blur blur 小老板‘介绍进来的。。。是以前的同事。。。当时还在怀疑，他们俩到底是什么关系。。。哈哈。。。想起来就好笑。。。是有够八的。。。过后才知道，他们俩真的只是同事。。。而’blur blur 小老板‘已经有个交往很久了的女朋友。。。不过讲到这位同事/朋友，刚开始是从msn交谈多。。。应该是从那时开始熟的吧。。。然后就是酱咯。。。谈久了，原来大家也是一样八的。。。hmmm...女人的本性。。。哈哈。。。再过后，才知道她原来是大姐来的。。。家里有蛮多弟弟。。。是个名副其实的大姐。。。失敬失敬。。。嘿嘿。。。多多关照小妹咯，大姐。。。嘿嘿。。。

案例七：与他的相识。。。首先是从电话里。。。当时，我终于顶不顺我的第一份工了。。。找到了第二份工。。。而那时的他，就是吧生分行的经理。。。当时，我还记得，我那时还在做着第一份工，为了要打电话跟他约时间见个面，(因为人事部的人讲要的)我还得趁去厕所时拨电话给他。。哈哈。。。还记得，当时第一次跟他通电话。。。脑海里以为他一定是个老头。。。那种孩子已经很大了的那种。。。嘿嘿。。。可是见面时。。。原来。。。eehhmmm。。。要是让他知道这是我第一个想法。。。真的是太不好了吧。。。所以，看了这部落格的人，请别帮我免费宣传哦。。。因为据我所知，他应该是不会看部落格的人。。。所以被他发现的几率是很小。。。除非是。。。有人替我免费宣传了。。。嘿嘿。。。不过。。。这一年里。。。我们全部真的改变了很多。。。我的意思是他的身份不一样了。。。我却因为某些人，立场也有时随着情况而需要改变吧？我不知道他是不是一个让大家都称心的上司，可是我却可以肯定的是，他绝对是个好老公。。。这点我可以肯定。。。为什么这么讲呢？我也不晓得。。。就是直觉吧。。。每个人的处事方式都会不一样的吧。。。有时往往不能满足每一个人。。。有时也可能会忽略到一些人。。。这就是人类的不完美吧。。。可是还是很庆幸认识他们一家，虽然说有时。。。。。。

为什么今天会有那么多的感触呢？？？想一想。。。有时完全不可能想到那么多东西。。。可是今天。。。大概是因为遇到了上面的某个案例的人，而让我犹豫了很久该不该打招呼，而突发起想的吧。。。

奇妙的缘分。。。有时真的是勉强不来的。。。