continue part 1 - i m back......

continue part 2...

Yesterday too tired already... kenot tahan.... yesterday was a tiring day....

Morning, working.... for closing.... also the same.... work till the end.... dunno wat i get... haha.... nevermind lor... at least go OT to claim... haha... this is the main point... hehe....

Then evening.... reach home at 6pm.... then prepare myself....because already have date with chiew ping... which both of us decided to go sing k again.... hehe... but this time, is to utilize the free vouchers.... ya, last time we sing k, we had been given a free 1/2 hour capsule sing k vouchers... hehe... and the expiry date is 30 November 2008.... omg... must use it... must utilize it... although it is only sing in the capsule... hehe.... it was my first time to sing in the capsule in one hour time... haha... feel fun... but the audio is not as good as in a room... of course... and in one hour time... we have sing 3 times on jay chou new song - 'SHUO HAO DE XING FU'.... because my fren say she sudenly love this song very very much... haha... aiya, should have like this song since earlier mar... hohoho.. .cos it is really nice song.....
shit... tot to upload the photo that i took on the MV.... that person.. took my cable and didn't return to me... haiz... and also the cushion i bought... for my fren birthday present... hmm.... to be back tomolo for the pictures... :)

i m back....

its been quite some time i didn't post up my most recent news... everyday seems like very tiring... everyday....wake up... with a very BU YUAN YI feeling... brush teeth... bla bla bla... omg...running out of time... every morning also blame myself...'y dun i wake up earlier...??? so that won't be toooo late to office....' i mean ngam ngam hao time reach office....hehe.... but every morning still repeating the same thing... hehe....

then reach office...dunno y sometimes will start to 'FAN' about work.... scare that my collegue that handle the same work with me(which is from different department) will call me to follow-up those cases.... sienz... sometimes i always thinking... izit really need to do THOSE kind of report that she curi-curi show me? which is her boss ask her to do so??? izit a MUST??? and also izit we must call up those salesman daily....??? but for some company... their payment is really will be slower... how are we going to chase them???i really dunno the correct way to chase those payment... afterall... my communication skill is not good enough... and I m not from 'DAI YI LONG" department... so i dun have the skill... if I have, I early early also go n be a sales person liao lar... can earn more somemore... hmm.... i not sure... for me... i dun think it is necessary....ya, it might be easier for boss to review the results... but for those pending cases... everyday will be a different answer coming up... how shall we amend on the reports then..... hmmm.... i dunno... maybe my brain is not intelligent enough in doing those kind of reports... forget about it lar... if she wants to complain about me that my working process is SLOW.... i also no choice....

sometimes working is just making me crazy... economic become more worst some more... and different policies in the company... conflict between human being... many many more... and one thing that I really need to change myself.... is my TEMPER..... dunno y ler... after involve myself in working world... my temper become more worst and worst... especially when talking to my own 'people'.... haiz... why I just can't control my BAD temper??? why???

Everytime went to Pak Li to da bao mee goreng mamak.... while waiting on my mee, I will saw a very good phase... It says...." Even if you are a kind heart people, but If you have a BAD TEMPER, your are not consider a kind person"...yup... this is definitely pointing on me.... no doubts... I, can conclude myself to be a kind heart people... haha... dun vomit... but actually my temper is really very very NOT GOOD.... omg.... why I just can't control it???how could my temper be so bad to certain people....??? I feel so BAD.... Bad to myself... bad to them.... bad bad bad.... I still remember that before I start my working life.... everybody say I got a GOOD temper... but why now....? 360 degree change.... evolving maybe... haha.... hope i can control myself next time... ok? control control and control....yah... this is the way...

today... finally.... SATURDAY... haha.. but need to work for closing.... and lost my temper again... haiz...... again... because those salesperson.... fall in love to 'last minutes wok'... always also like that...at first plan to go back home at 4pm.... mana tahu.... 6pm only can go back after settle all.... haiz... but.... me and my fren went to aeon bukit tinggi....hehe... for sing k again... oh.... sing sing sing... but this time a bit different.... because both of us got the 1/2 hour capsule vouchers... hehe... means we go once.... in the evening..... sing in the capsule for half an hour... and second round.... in the night.... also same half an hour.... haha.... so crazy right.... hehe.... never try before .... and also bought a present to one of my fren... hopes that she like it....

tired........slep........ to be continue.....

gathering in pavilion...

today... went for gathering in pavilion to meet sapo jye yee and siao ling... that sapo...came back Malaysia just to shopping.. can u believe it... haha... like that also can... she already break record in one day...went for 3 different shopping center... morning... sungai wang... afternoon.... pavilion... which to meet us... and night.... klcc... really very geng... this is so-called shopping kaki... hahaha....

as for our gathering... we went to a japanese restaurant in pavilion... which is also the company that hazel dear work in... but quite dissapointed ... haiz... cos i purposely suggest the gathering there to eat the fried salmon skin... haiz... unfortunately... OUT OF STOCK... !!! haiz... y like that ler... y? hazel lam... tell me... how could it out of stock in SATURDAY....??? miss the salmon skin so much... purposely come here... but... end up.... haiz.....

But... luckily still got one satisfy thing for me...

yeh...my favourite... unagi bento... hehe... wow... the unagi is super delicious ler... yummy... haha... eat again... sure my fren cherry say me 'tam jiak' liao... haha...

okok... no more food picture this time... some happy moment pictures...




siao ling got NEW hairstyle... !!! haha...

happy moment always passed very fast... Hope I cant get to eat Fried Salmon Skin next time!!!
hehehe... :)

on leave day...

today... took a day off.... to settle one of my 'quite important' thing... hehe... with my frenz... both of us taking leave to settle a 'very important' matter... related to ......our vitamin M... both of us was very happy because there is still hope for us to get back our vitamin M... hehe... hope that god also help us... :)

after we have settle our 'very important' matter, then we on our way to pyramid for a walk... hehe... must have utilize our leave for some shopping time also... hehe... but guess what... although i know that my company having this taxi advertisement since very long time ago... but this is the first time I meet with Coway Taxi.. hehe... a bit happy of it.... must be xiao liao...hehe... i told my fren that i wanted to take a pic... so 38 rite... hehe... at first my fren laugh at me... but after she tell me back...' I drive faster than the taxi, u faster take...'.... haha... then one shot... i took this.....



haha... quite nice picture also... hehe... yeh.... Coway! No. 1 in Korea.... Fighting... hehe....
this is federal highway, that the road heading to our way to pyramid... hehe

then we reach pyramid, trying to figure out whay to eat... hmm.... at last.... heard that boon yi mentioned in blog that Tony Roma's quite nice.... went there for the set Lunch... promotion set lunch... time for pictures of food.... food and food again... hehe... life sometimes will lack of interesting, if there is no food... haha... thats y....u c my size.... haha....

ok.....seriously.....
this is the soup of the day - potato soup... which actually is the substitution of the vege & beef soup.... we have asked for a substitution.. hehe... and luckily we take this... cos this is quite delicious ....yummy yummy...

Next.... presenting....
yup, this is the BBQ 1/4 Chicken... with Tony Roma's specially made sauce on it... hehe.... but i felt that the chicken is a bit normal... but the fries is nice....

and next.... my fren had order lamb chop... which if not mistaken... she had mentioned about 10++ times ' very delicious, very delicious' when she is eating this lamb chop .... and some more it is more delicious than the lamb chop is TGI Friday's..... haha.... ok ok ....the picture...

hehe... the lamb is quite nice... as what my fren told... just maybe the picture not good quality enough... hehe...

worth to give a try .... hehe...

说好的幸福呢？

唉。。。我有时在想。。我们几姐弟，到底前世是不是欠了我父母的。。。还是他们欠了我们。。。为什么我们就是不能每天和睦相处。。。为什么就是每天一定会有事发生的。。。到底是谁欠了谁。。。要搞到现在这样。。。
大的。。。真得很不会想。。。虽然说她肯回来帮忙，可是有时就是不会想。。。就好像今晚，明明他还要下外坡了。。。可是还要他让他载到家，在从家里出发去外坡。。。开夜车。。。妈又在担心说他血压高会升高。。。又在烦咯。。。而她，似乎一点悔意都没有。。。有时我真得不懂她在想什么的。。真的搞不懂。。。有时的她，然我觉得她很肯帮爸，可是有时的她。。。就是不能让我觉得她有尽了大姐的责任。。。
中的。。。脾气坏到没人有。。。甚至可以跟妈吵架，吵到隔壁邻居都听得到，就是为了那些我觉得是芝麻绿豆的事。。。为什么他就是不能体谅一下老人家呢？为什么他就是不能收收他那臭脾气。。。偶尔让让他们呢？？？就连家里唯一的男丁，都不能体谅一下他们，可想而知他们心里是多么的失望，多么的伤心。。。他们到底又没想过这一点。。。
而我。。。也不算很好。。。有时自己的脾气就是收不了。。。可是就是会后悔。。。为什么我每次就是要事后才后悔呢？？？有时想到自己真得很不对。。。就会尽量不出声。。。保持沉默，使我唯一的方法。。。 有时家里发生暴风雨时，以前的自己就会保持沉默。。。可是最近，火再也收不住了。。。会插一口。。。还记得上一次他们火山爆发时，真的忍不住了。。。甚至要求如果要杀，提醒他记得要全家一起消灭。。。一个都不要留。。。而今天，妈煮了蛮多的菜。。。可是又没人吃。。。留到晚上。。到最后，我会为了不让她白费心机洗那盘菜，而把它们挤进肚子里。。。不白费她的心机，就白费了我的心机。。。因为我是不应该在这种时候吃任何东西的。。。真的白费了我今天的心机了。。。而且。。。也有一点点的赌气，生气为什么其他两个，不会像我这样想。。。 为了不要白费她的心机，而把菜全吃进去。。。
每次都为这种事情烦。。。朋友会问我。。。你到底烦什么？？又没有小孩，有还没结婚，有什么好烦的。。。可他们就是不明白。。。家家有本难念的经。。。而我家的经。。。比谁都还要难念。。。可我要怎么说给他们听呢？？？ 我真得不懂。。。
有时我真得很替我家俩老可怜，每次都在想，为什么他们会有我们这样的孩子呢？不孝顺也就算了。。。 就连他那么大年纪了，还不能退休，还要继续平拼搏。。就为了一家的三餐。。。如果讲很替很健康还不用紧，可他的朋友有那么多。。。糖先生，高先生。。。
他们俩不会想也就算了，可我。。。 有时会恨自己，为什么也一点生意头脑都没有，为什么也一点都帮不上忙。。。 还要他那么劳碌。。。就如果我的头脑可以精明一点，就如果他们两个大的可以会想一点。。。就如果。。。。
我有个朋友曾经说过。。。他父母前世是欠了她。。。所以她今世才会有那种病。。才会需要他们俩老照顾她。。。那时候我一点都没听进去。。。可是现在。。。。。。 不过。。。我那朋友一家都很融洽。。。关系很好。。。有时会很羡慕她。。。希望有他们的一半就好了。。。
很久没听到周杰伦的歌听到哭了。。。今天。。。听着他的‘说好的幸福呢’。。。写着部落格。。。竟然。。。杰伦，你的歌还是最能感动我的。。。谢谢你。。。

I am Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin...

You Are a Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin

you are smart, sophisticated, and savvy.
You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends.
You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests.
You also are very talented.
It sometimes seems like you are good at everything.
You are very social and inclusive.
You'll be friends with anyone.
Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob.

haha... took up this survey that was introduced by hazel ... but it seesm like not so accurate for me ler... ya, I like lemon very much.. especially Ice lemon Tea... but... seems not so accurate for me ....

---> smart, sophisticated, and savvy ...nah!!.....

---> love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends .... funny... i m the most outdated with trend.... haha...

-----> curious about the world and tend to have many interests... ya... might be really curious... cos think to go travel around the world... but sigh..... no vitamin M and too many barriers.. haha

---> You also are very talented... hohoho... BU GAN DANG... so funny ler this sentences used on me... ehmm... weird....

---> very social and inclusive... am i? this one must get voting from everybody liao... haha

---> Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob... apa maksud...??? haha.... english not good ler... hehe

today's surprise...

today... in the morning is a quite irritating morning... cos need to settle those YS case... keep on KIT with those salesman... hate to do these thing actually... but what to do... this is work... and settle those fail cases that was pending... if only everybody is giving co-operation to each other... arhgg......

but in the afternoon... there is some surpise... haha... my collegue in HQ... so cute... and so sweet of them... using 'citilink' to send something to me... haha... but actually need to thanks the 'citilink' man --- > steven... haha... thanks for sending the belated ' present'... a bit shock when he gave me... haha... let c what's that... a weird, but sweet present... haha...



this is LAYS... as everybody knows... Ms Chin... was so funny.... and playful.... sent me a packet of Lays... haha... took an picture together with the citilink courier plastic beg, and also a piece of Coway paper, which full of her personal cop on it... please refer to the next picture...

Joanne, altough outside people will think u so 38... although I am also.. haha... but u dun angry lor.... actually it is so sweet... and you are so playful... this is the first time i received a so special present... with a so special way... i think i will not forget it for the rest of my life... hahaha... :) thanks...

and next... presenting.....



yup... its a note... a note that I have been told that she wrote in a rush... and sounds in a funny situation... and when i told her that I am gonna put this picture in my blog... she say she will paiseh x 10... so ....I have decided to do some trick on this picture... so that.... only Both of us knows what actually she had been writing on the paper... haha...

darling... u are so playful and sweet as joanne as well.. haha... when i saw this paper .... I nearly 'ZA DAO'... haha... first thinking... U win liao ler... haha... but truely lar... happy in heart ler... haha... will keep it also for the rest of my life also... muahahaha... such a special way for letting me not to forget u... clever... hehe...

thankiu very mucie... both my cute and playful colleague... :)

belated lunch with frenz...

today.... have another lunch with my frenz.... chiew ping... but actually is my fault... cos yesterday she already asked me for lunch... but because i had promise to my colleague... so... hehe....
but today... both of us have japanese food.... sabi wasabi in bukit tinggi 2... hehe... both of us really likes japanese food... almost went for many times liao... haha

ok...I ordered a set of teppanyaki salmon set... cos mostly everytime also eating chicken.. hmmm... today change a bit.. hehe


quite ok also... cos the salmon is big enough... haha...

then chiew ping had ordered a set of tempura set...


and then we add on two side dishes... one fire volcano maki and mussels....
yummy....
both also delicious this time.... hehe...
this is fire volcano maki... inside is soft shell crab... and with some ebiko on it... yummy yummy... hehe

and

yummy... the mussel... not so chezzy... and not so big... -->dai gao'... cos if too big and cheezy....will be quite ' e xin'.... haha... nice...

hehe... me with mussel... and my teppanyaki salmon zen set... hehe... can't really c the mussel... must turn it so that everybody can c it... haha...

a great lunch with great frenz... thanks chiew ping for the lunch... which suppose should be me who treat u ler... hehe... thanks for the belated celebration ya...

blog for the date ~ 101108

101108 ... was my birthday ... its yesterday... but this blog had been late to be post... cos yesterday, dunno y... suddenly feel super down... then no mood to write blog at night... but i do have some happy thing to share as well...

this afternoon, me and my 2 colleague had went for Korean BBQ, which is just opposite of my workplace...my colleague Helen had mentioned many times that she wanted to go for the Korean BBQ, but the timing is just not right... so until today only we have the time to go for it...












it was quite ok with the food, as the marinated pork is quite nice... ans also the rice cake, and also the pan cake we ordered...all these we ordered was almost the most popular food in Korea, which if Korean, all this is the must for them to eat...






Have a great time there as well...

and after the lunch, both my colleague had bought me a cake, and ask all the other salesman to sing a birthday song for me.... eh~hmm... although it sounds a bit weird, but anyway, thanks everybody... and the fruit cake was quite nice... bought from baker's cottage....




And thats all for the celebration of my birthday for this year, as for my family celebration, all of them was not free.... so we will have dinner end of the week... maybe....

and there was a surprise for me from my colleague in HQ.... my dear theresa mui mui.... hehe... thought she just return to me my cd's... but actually she bought me a present... hmm... so touching... and its so cute of the big head pig... whenever i saw the pig.... i will think of her.... it is very similar with her ler... haha....such a good colleague... but I was always asking her many question and sometimes feel that I was disturbing her.... hmmm... sorry if I say anything wrong ya...theresa.... u r such a good colleague.... as well as all of them in HQ... thanks u all for the birthday wishes today.... especially theresa ... hehehe...



and i suddenly felt that.... this present from theresa... is seems familiar ler... think deep a bit... it really looks like the pig that boon yi gave me also ler... lets us have a look on both pic...






Doesn't the two pig looks the same... oh my god.. what a coincidence... haha...

thanks for the two person and the two piggy... hehe...:)

and today 101108...suppose to tell myself... 'forget it... miracles is not going to happen on u... after start from today must be forget all... is ALL... and start a new life... since there is no action from the other side... that means... everybody knows... I know ... and understand... NEw aGe.. nEw Life... ganbatte....!!!

part 2 continues...

today finally i got time to continue on the part one story... which after waiting for mr tang han xiang... we went for steamboat in xiao fei yang...



but at last seems everybody not so satisfy with the steamboat... haha.. sori ya guys... but in fact the first time i visit it it was really nice de... dunno y this time 'shi shui zhun' already... hahaha... but we all have a great time there... although the 'ma la' soup is FULL of oil...haha

took some photo to prove how many person is in the gathering that day, which to avoid next time when all of us try to think back how actually we celebrate our 25th birthday in 2008...
haha...

pre-birthday celebration for both of us...

hehe.... can't wait to post up the some of the pictures that we took today when we have our gathering... actually also consider pre-celebration for my dear, boon yi, and also me... hehe... although there is just few of us... but still very happy for the gathering...

first of all, we went to neway in time square, to sing karaoke... although it is just 3 of us... and there is only 2 hour for us to sing, but we have a fun time also... :)

oPps, another happy and sweet thing... that is my dear had made 'longan tau fu fa' for me... she is so clever in cooking actually, plus hardworking... hehe...if for me....hmm... hehe.... one word... lazy... hehe.... anyway, it was so sweet of her to make me a special add-up present... thanks dear, muacks....:)




after the singing, we went for a walk in time square... and just realize that.... all the mui mui zai or 'fa leng keng' there... all also wear differently... really different if compare to previously our year... haha... maybe this is call 'fashion'... and we was a bit out-dated from it... and I myself feel that a bit dizzy to look at them, with the sooo 'daring' new fashion... haha... ya, one word to describe lo... I m out-dated from the current latest fashion... hehe... and notice also there is a huge changes in time square... which can proves that.... I've been toooooooo long time never visits to time square already, i think since I start my working life, 2 years ago... hehe

yes, at last chiew ping reach to meet us in time square after her work liao... hehe...then we had went for a hi-tea in Subway, .....with the 12 inch sandwich... me, boon yi and may share it....



while chiew ping had bought another set, which is 6 inch de... and also with a limited edition of potato chips... hehe... took a picture of it also... hehe


Before we get our sandwich, me and boon yi had took some pictures on the present she gave to me this year... which is an useful 'thing' .... hehe... secret.... later will show u all what actually is that... now we have a look on the cover 1st... so happy to see the cover that is also the color i like most - Sky Blue... hehe






and we had a long chat with each other while we was enjoying our big big sandwich, which full of vege... different kind of vege... haha.... in fact, its a healthy hi-tea... cos its full of VEGE....

after that, we continue to walk around in time square, which actually our main point is waiting for the time, and also waiting for another friend to meet us for our steamboat plan tonight... as we heading our way to the booth that sell cosmetic, that ah may wanted to visit to buy the cosmetic... the brand - majolica-majorca.com.... which actually a new brand of cosmetic that is made in japan by Shiseido... same company... with a new brand... 4 of us actually just to visit the booth, but at last we get each of us a Free eye shadow, which becuase we participate with the program organize by the majolica... although i didnt really use cosmetic product... but it cost RM20.90 for the eye shadow... happy to get a free gift... haha



and nice part coming up... present that boon yi choose for me... hehe... actually is super single bed sheet, with a pillow case and also a specially chosen bolster case... hehe... its very cute and I really like it... my dear was always so caring, can think of such good present to give me.. hehe... and sometimes makes me so NEI JIU... cos y I can't as creative as she is... hehe...



cute??? sure la... hehe

lastly, show u all a funny picture...

haha... recognize where actually we sit at??? its actually on the floor, near the promotion booth... 4 of us are exhausted... and we are waiting for 'somebody' to come... and leg was so pain already.... and we are actually eating ' kari yu dan' that was bought by mr teng han xiang... after he had FINALLY arrive... hehe.... although he was late, but anyway, thanks for the 'kari yu dan', han xiang and boon yi.... hehe.... so paiseh this picture had been took by chiew ping... and funny... haha...

Today was a happy day because meet up all my dear friend, which no need to think about my work... which sometimes gives me a lot of 'WU XING ZHONG DE pressure'...

And another thing... awaiting for my another dear hazel for her present to me and boon yi... cos i heard... she had bought us something.... hehe...something... hope that we can wear la okie... hehe...

End of Part 1 for 09/11/2008... 12:55a.m.
To be continue...

god, please teach me...

hmm... god, please do teach me how... feel so miserable to my job... sometimes to my family problem also...

job... at first had already think nicely... after new year, maybe big chance to leave the current company... but recently... heard that recession coming... omg... how??? have to stay over??? i scare i will go crazy... i really hate to be in front line sometimes... i m not those worker that created to work in front line job... i know this myself... and i understand... because i can't make 'fake smiling'... means whenever my emotion or "XING QING" is not good... i can't really make smiling face... then when those salesman submit sales... and 'ngam ngam' my 'xing qing' not good... the most i can do is just.....face without any expression... and shut my mouth... talk whatever necessary... thats all.... but....this seems like not enough to those salesman... which they will start complaining... that we didn't smile... no smiling face... black face to them... bla bla bla... but the problem is... I didn't... I didn't make black face to them... just that I keep my mouth SHUT.... and I just can't make my fake smiling face to them... thats all... is that consider making black face to them? If the answer is yes, definitely this front line job is not my job already... I admit this... with no objection... since the starting, I didn't say like this job very much... because I really dun like to face customer.... but my situation now difficult to change...

sometimes human being are really difficult to satisfy , whenever we say anything... will say us rude... whenever we didn't even say a word, they will also complain us... what happen actually....? what actually we had done....???

Now recession coming some more, how will my life be later??? I really scare I can't bare more with all this problems... I can't take anymore complains and anymore fake smiling face... I know that I can't fit to the sales admin 4'S - Smile, Speed, Simple and Standard.... I fully know that I can't fulfill the Smile... cos I really dunno how to smile...

as for family... seems like going worst... although I know that 'jia jia you ben nan nian de jing'... but I feel that my family 'jing' is the most difficult... somebody moving back... temporarily... but recently seems like plan to move back again... to the place that let us all feel that that is really not a place for human being to stay... cos full of termites... then??? she still sometimes wanted to go back... I myself dun understand... maybe this is the difference between got bf or no bf... this i really dunno.... but the problem is this action make old folks grumble... and 'nian nian nian'.... haiz... difficult... y can't she just think like how old folks thinks.... stand at their point of view to think??? never, i think she never...

and my old folks... recently not feeling well, keep saying headache... yet still want to continue his working and a to be promote 'gm'... haiz... I was really worry that he can't cope with all the stress, with the future position some more... I really dunno how to react to him, and say him, cos in fact, I feel that all of us is so useless to both my old folks... feel so guilty facing them sometimes...

I feel so miserable sometimes... can't really find a friend to talk with... if really want to find one... there will be a grandmother story to talk... but the problem is.... ... ...