today we having our gathering in Time Square... since thiam siew--> from penang was coming to kl... to celebrate x'mas ... i think...... or actually to meet all of us.... his utar classmates.... but unfortunately.... only 3 of us show up... haha... he should have happy cos still got 3 of us... hohoho... so... the list of attendance...
1---> may
2---> han xiang
3---> and of course , me... haha...
Took some pictures on the x'mas decoration in Times Square for this year --> 2008... a very huge chirstmas tree and cute santa clause...
Actually feel a bit paiseh cos can't really call up others to come... but... no choice liao lar... hehe...
We had our lunch in Papa Johns, which is pizza from US .... all of us was first time to try it... since the price is affordable and acceptable also... hehe... this is one of the menu of Papa Johns--->
yummy chicken special papa pizza... looks good right... taste not bad also...
this is cheese stick ... which the holder looks like he is going to play ping pong... hehe
yummy mushroom soup... but y using plate...??? didn't ask so much.... hehehe... and last thing....
guess what is this....? bread stick... never seen b4 with this kind of shape right... haha... maybe is just me so 'sua gu'.... hahaha...
Then we took photo in Papa Johns as well....
yeh!!! happy gathering...
But after that we walk around time Square, as the time is still early... then took many 'pretending' pictures....... just like we are tourist from other country.... see what is interesting... then will directly take liao... never realize that thiam siew likes to take picture so much... like really ' huo chu qu' le.... haha...... maybe this is one of his changes.... haha... so luckily i got bring my camera loh... if not??? ...... hehehe
All these is just PART of those pictures.... hehe.... if anybody wants/ interesting to see all those pretending pictures.... ask from me.... hoho...
definitely, they are still KID... haha
We had a grest time together with so many photos .... happy to spend my Christmas 2008 with them... at least I have some program ... hahaha... take care my friends... :)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Dislike...
Sometimes, Someway, Somehow... I just got the feeling of dislike'ing those big big celebration days... just dunno why... maybe I just dun like the feeling of loneliness... being loneliness without any friends to accompany on these big celebrations... as for my family, they didn't really celebrate all these celebrations day... which mostly my siblings will find their own program... and ....ehmm...... as for me.... mostly my fren... already got their bf to acc... haha... or maybe need to acc bf/gf.... aih... who ask me so 'ming ku'... haha...
Recently really hate to come to work... or maybe i just can't work with family members/relative in the same company.... sometimes will feel 'zuo you wei nan'..... dunno these is just my own feeling.... or even other ppl is the same as me ...... sometimes.... people will bring 'relationship' to work... i just dislike this kind of situation.... and even sometimes disagreement or conflict arise... will be more difficult to faced...... at least, for me, I dunno how should i face it..... should I just Pretending nothing happen??? or Say Sorry on behalf of somebody....??? I dunno..... To become an easy come, easy go person is really not easy... if only I could be like that...
And sometimes, will be impolite to xxx also... all this is just becos of the relationship..... becos we got certain relationship, sometimes i will lost temper...... Just super hate my bad temper sometimes....... why I just can't talk nicely like I m talking to other people......? why I wil just lost my temper like that so easily... who can teach me to control my temper? so that I won't be so over everyday...... Maybe after reading this, most of my friend will get scare of me, thinking why am I acting like this.... why I can have both side of me? why? maybe only god knows... blame god pula... haha
Recently really hate to come to work... or maybe i just can't work with family members/relative in the same company.... sometimes will feel 'zuo you wei nan'..... dunno these is just my own feeling.... or even other ppl is the same as me ...... sometimes.... people will bring 'relationship' to work... i just dislike this kind of situation.... and even sometimes disagreement or conflict arise... will be more difficult to faced...... at least, for me, I dunno how should i face it..... should I just Pretending nothing happen??? or Say Sorry on behalf of somebody....??? I dunno..... To become an easy come, easy go person is really not easy... if only I could be like that...
And sometimes, will be impolite to xxx also... all this is just becos of the relationship..... becos we got certain relationship, sometimes i will lost temper...... Just super hate my bad temper sometimes....... why I just can't talk nicely like I m talking to other people......? why I wil just lost my temper like that so easily... who can teach me to control my temper? so that I won't be so over everyday...... Maybe after reading this, most of my friend will get scare of me, thinking why am I acting like this.... why I can have both side of me? why? maybe only god knows... blame god pula... haha
Or maybe sometimes I just need to pretending....... to smile like this--->
Monday, December 22, 2008
cameron trip... 20/12/08 - 21/12/08
hmm... its been a week time I didn't update my blog... again... hehe... seems like a bit lazyzzness coming again... or is it this is the real me...??? hehe...
okok... last week... went to cameron with my ex-collegue... collegue in NTPM... which... some of them is based in Penang branch one... hehe... 1st time took pictures with my own camera... hoho... feel excited... so 38 right... went to few places... took some pictures... which i think this is the first time i took so many pictures... hoho...
first day... took Aeroline bus to Penang... which is because the trip starts from Penang... i think 100% of people will say' huh??? why so ma fan??? even if take bus from kl to cameron will be much faster..." oh please, dun ask me why... haha... cos i oso dunno y i will do such thing... hehe... but talking about the aeroline bus, this is the first time i try it... good service... and the air cond is really air cond... not ' hot air'... haha... too some pictures on the breakfast provided... subway burger...
Comfort Aeroline bus
Subway burger as breakfast
milo, as requested by me... which u can choose between coffee, tea, or milo...
reach Penang... meet old frenz... and we had went to eat the 'chao zou', somewhere in Parit Buntar i think, which 'ah xian ren qing wei' intro one... not bad about the porridge.... and went to drink milk... its actually fresh cow milk... forgot to take pictures on the milk... which is quite nice ... reminded me that its been long time i didn't drink milk already... since HL milk increase the price already... haha... the fresh cow milk was really nice... cost RM2.50 per cup... yummy yummy...
the next day... start our journey 5am... which was planned... actually i think its far tooooo early... haha... but.... no choice...
hmm... really dunno how to comment liao... just upload some of the pictures which took on that trip...
yin, yan, teh, peng with tomatoes...
with teh in Teh Boh Plantation coffee shop...
opps... group photos i think too be uploaded next time... because not using my camera... hehe...
and another thing... present from my 'tou dai zai' in NTPM... she had been for duno HK or where liao... bought me a present... but until now only teh pass it to me... blame me ....no heart... haha... so long time never contact her already... dunno how was she... and hope she still remember me lar... its a t-shirt... but quite ngam ngam hao... and its first time the t-shirt that people give me as present suits my SIZE... haha... really happy of it...
okok... last week... went to cameron with my ex-collegue... collegue in NTPM... which... some of them is based in Penang branch one... hehe... 1st time took pictures with my own camera... hoho... feel excited... so 38 right... went to few places... took some pictures... which i think this is the first time i took so many pictures... hoho...
first day... took Aeroline bus to Penang... which is because the trip starts from Penang... i think 100% of people will say' huh??? why so ma fan??? even if take bus from kl to cameron will be much faster..." oh please, dun ask me why... haha... cos i oso dunno y i will do such thing... hehe... but talking about the aeroline bus, this is the first time i try it... good service... and the air cond is really air cond... not ' hot air'... haha... too some pictures on the breakfast provided... subway burger...
Comfort Aeroline bus
Subway burger as breakfast
milo, as requested by me... which u can choose between coffee, tea, or milo...
reach Penang... meet old frenz... and we had went to eat the 'chao zou', somewhere in Parit Buntar i think, which 'ah xian ren qing wei' intro one... not bad about the porridge.... and went to drink milk... its actually fresh cow milk... forgot to take pictures on the milk... which is quite nice ... reminded me that its been long time i didn't drink milk already... since HL milk increase the price already... haha... the fresh cow milk was really nice... cost RM2.50 per cup... yummy yummy...
the next day... start our journey 5am... which was planned... actually i think its far tooooo early... haha... but.... no choice...
hmm... really dunno how to comment liao... just upload some of the pictures which took on that trip...
yin, yan, teh, peng with tomatoes...
with teh in Teh Boh Plantation coffee shop...
opps... group photos i think too be uploaded next time... because not using my camera... hehe...
and another thing... present from my 'tou dai zai' in NTPM... she had been for duno HK or where liao... bought me a present... but until now only teh pass it to me... blame me ....no heart... haha... so long time never contact her already... dunno how was she... and hope she still remember me lar... its a t-shirt... but quite ngam ngam hao... and its first time the t-shirt that people give me as present suits my SIZE... haha... really happy of it...
Monday, December 15, 2008
busy week...
its been a week time i didn't update my blog... my life was so empty sometimes..... this was sometimes i feel...
but for last week,quite a holiday week for me...
as usual, my company had Good Morning Coway every early of the month... and for the last month of 2008-->December... we had our Good Morning Coway in TGV KLCC on 11 Dec 2008... it was a second try since previously we had once in GSC Pavilion in the month of May 2008... muahaha...can watch movie in cinema again... in working hour... can u imagine...? hehe...... with all our collegue...
at first i was very happy to wait for this day to reach... but then something just pop up... something that actually makes me 'zuo you wei nan'... and makes me dunno how to react to my dear colleague... altou as she say... 'what he done is just nothing to do with you...' but in fact, maybe she is correct... but for me, i just can't make it like no relationship with ' what he done is no relationship to me'... like this... yeah, maybe just i think too much... but i just can't stop myself from thinking like that... and i just feel so sorry when facing my dear colleague... this makes me feel miserable sometimes... as both also my dearest''''''''...... i dunno how should i do...
took annual leave on 12 December 2008, as we are force to clear our annual leave before end of this year, which only 5 days are allow to carry forward to 2009... a good holiday for me to settle my personal thing... but as soon as i settle it, went back home for drama + sleep... what a little waste to my leave right...
as for Saturday, 13 Dec 2008... my colleague from HQ KL came to our Klang Sales Office, just to help us on th Christmas decoration ... what a sweet help of that... if for both of us, sure won't have so much of idea(s) of these decoration... even for my colleague, just like really come and go... with a very sweet help from them, we had went to bah kut teh after that ... which they wish to eat... and end of the program of that day... as they say want to go back KL office to continue work... so hardworking... haha... as for me, continue my program....--> sing karaoke... haha... as usual, asked my friend that always also like to sing k, went for k session that day also... to release stress for me... maybe... and for her... hmm... no gua... really happy to sing k with her... hehe... although my voice really not as loud as her... mostly depends on mike... and got a RM5 voucher for that... and future plan... to sing again after our hearing on Jan 2009... good choice.... hahaha....
but for last week,quite a holiday week for me...
as usual, my company had Good Morning Coway every early of the month... and for the last month of 2008-->December... we had our Good Morning Coway in TGV KLCC on 11 Dec 2008... it was a second try since previously we had once in GSC Pavilion in the month of May 2008... muahaha...can watch movie in cinema again... in working hour... can u imagine...? hehe...... with all our collegue...
at first i was very happy to wait for this day to reach... but then something just pop up... something that actually makes me 'zuo you wei nan'... and makes me dunno how to react to my dear colleague... altou as she say... 'what he done is just nothing to do with you...' but in fact, maybe she is correct... but for me, i just can't make it like no relationship with ' what he done is no relationship to me'... like this... yeah, maybe just i think too much... but i just can't stop myself from thinking like that... and i just feel so sorry when facing my dear colleague... this makes me feel miserable sometimes... as both also my dearest''''''''...... i dunno how should i do...
took annual leave on 12 December 2008, as we are force to clear our annual leave before end of this year, which only 5 days are allow to carry forward to 2009... a good holiday for me to settle my personal thing... but as soon as i settle it, went back home for drama + sleep... what a little waste to my leave right...
as for Saturday, 13 Dec 2008... my colleague from HQ KL came to our Klang Sales Office, just to help us on th Christmas decoration ... what a sweet help of that... if for both of us, sure won't have so much of idea(s) of these decoration... even for my colleague, just like really come and go... with a very sweet help from them, we had went to bah kut teh after that ... which they wish to eat... and end of the program of that day... as they say want to go back KL office to continue work... so hardworking... haha... as for me, continue my program....--> sing karaoke... haha... as usual, asked my friend that always also like to sing k, went for k session that day also... to release stress for me... maybe... and for her... hmm... no gua... really happy to sing k with her... hehe... although my voice really not as loud as her... mostly depends on mike... and got a RM5 voucher for that... and future plan... to sing again after our hearing on Jan 2009... good choice.... hahaha....
Sunday, December 7, 2008
kamisama... mou, sukoshi dake...
haha... this today title... Takeshi Kaneshiro金城武。。。oh my god..... so handsome... haha... accidentally saw his picture in newspaper... and coincidently i was watching the drama kamisama, mou sukoshi dake these two days... hehe
these two days...was holiday as hari raya haji... hmm... no place to go... no money as well...so decided to sit at home..... and decided to watch back my favourite japanese drama... those 'YAT YU CAN PIN'... as describe by my friends last time when i was in university time.... that time i was really mostly everyday also sit in front of my pc.... and no other thing else... watch japanese drama.... hehe.... till i also siao liao...
then recently at last.... my dad bought the dvd player at home... hehe... then i decided to watch back my japanese 'classic' drama.... ehmmm.... at last... i choose this...--> mou sukoshi dake... means god, more give me more time... this was really i good drama... which acted by Takeshi Kaneshiro(金城武) and kyoko fukada(深田恭子)... was an very old drama... but really very nice... how nice...? i dunno how to explain... u can feel it when u watching it... no lies... the song also very super nice... sing by Luna Sea- I For You...... its a pop idol group in japan.... heres the song of 'I For You" from Youtube... ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Xd466ek-HA&eurl=http://video.google.com/videosearch?hl=en&q=kamisama,+mou+sukoshi+dake&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=X&oi=v
i bought the original vcd last time ... when i was really into it that time... hehe.... then now can use my big big tv to watch... so happy... but the quality wasn't that good.... as this vcds is really old... its resolution... ehmm.... but not a problem for me... hehe.... hehe... use two night to finish it... so shiok....
Friday, December 5, 2008
脸皮厚。。。
“叫你去我家吃饭,你又不要。。。。。”
“不要啦。。。我跟你又不熟。。。”
“对咯。。。我们又不熟。。。为什么我叫你去我家吃饭。。。?那以前你又时常来???脸皮厚。。。"
听到这句话,小瓶就静下来了。。。她不想多说,也不想再说下去了。。。
回想起以前,她还真的一个星期会去小红的家大约有三次。。。每次都因为不同的理由去她家。。。去她家看戏,去她家吃饭。。。去她家坐坐,然后去夜市场。。。各种不同的理由。。。就是不知道为什么要去。。。
而小红,总是很热情的邀请她去,说她家每次都有朋友来一起吃饭,叫小瓶不用不好意思的。。。当时,看似小红每次叫她去她家,也是因为要撮合她和她弟吧。。。为了让他们见面有话谈,所以叫她去她家坐的。。。
而当时的小瓶,就是不懂为什么,就会不拒绝的跟去了。。。当时,就会跟她们一家一起吃饭。。。可是小瓶和她弟就是没话说。。。没交谈。。。就是很不好意思的。。。因为也许两个人的性格都是一样的,就是--〉不好意思,脸皮薄。。。没办法踏出第一步。。。还甚至跟她们一家吃饭了好几次,可是就是没有进展。。。对方只是会夹夹菜给小瓶。。。就是一句话都不说。。。
而小瓶。。。就算每次都没结果,可是还是给了自己,也给了对方一个机会,跟她们吃了好几次饭。。。小瓶本身自认给了很多机会对方。。。也让了很大的一步。。。可一只手是拍不响的。。。就算小瓶在跟他吃几次的饭局,也不会有结果的。。。小瓶失望了。。。也打算放弃了。。。算了。。。
可今天,小红竟然讲出了那句:“那你以前又时常来我家吃饭?"。。。勾起了小瓶的回忆。。。
也有点生气,为什么小红会说那样的话呢???酱说对吗???
而有时,小红也会有责怪小瓶的意思。。。说小瓶不肯踏出第一步类似的话。。。让小瓶偶尔也觉得想不通。。。明明肯踏出第一步的是自己,可是也会被说到自己没有努力过似的。。。“难道主动加入他们的饭局,不算努力吗?难道主动去她家,也不是努力吗?如果这些都不是努力,那努力的意思谁可以解释给我听呢?。。。"小瓶每次都在想这问题。。。
小瓶有时在想。。。不要紧啦,最重要是自己真的有努力过,这才不会对不起自己。。。
小瓶不会生气小红很久,因为每次小瓶生气,都是当时的心情而已。。。过了那天,就会把它忘了。。。
也许,这就是小瓶的唯一优点吧。。。生气也只是那时的事。。。过了之后,不但不会在生气,甚至过了很久的时间,也会把它忘了一干二净。。。 :)
“不要啦。。。我跟你又不熟。。。”
“对咯。。。我们又不熟。。。为什么我叫你去我家吃饭。。。?那以前你又时常来???脸皮厚。。。"
听到这句话,小瓶就静下来了。。。她不想多说,也不想再说下去了。。。
回想起以前,她还真的一个星期会去小红的家大约有三次。。。每次都因为不同的理由去她家。。。去她家看戏,去她家吃饭。。。去她家坐坐,然后去夜市场。。。各种不同的理由。。。就是不知道为什么要去。。。
而小红,总是很热情的邀请她去,说她家每次都有朋友来一起吃饭,叫小瓶不用不好意思的。。。当时,看似小红每次叫她去她家,也是因为要撮合她和她弟吧。。。为了让他们见面有话谈,所以叫她去她家坐的。。。
而当时的小瓶,就是不懂为什么,就会不拒绝的跟去了。。。当时,就会跟她们一家一起吃饭。。。可是小瓶和她弟就是没话说。。。没交谈。。。就是很不好意思的。。。因为也许两个人的性格都是一样的,就是--〉不好意思,脸皮薄。。。没办法踏出第一步。。。还甚至跟她们一家吃饭了好几次,可是就是没有进展。。。对方只是会夹夹菜给小瓶。。。就是一句话都不说。。。
而小瓶。。。就算每次都没结果,可是还是给了自己,也给了对方一个机会,跟她们吃了好几次饭。。。小瓶本身自认给了很多机会对方。。。也让了很大的一步。。。可一只手是拍不响的。。。就算小瓶在跟他吃几次的饭局,也不会有结果的。。。小瓶失望了。。。也打算放弃了。。。算了。。。
可今天,小红竟然讲出了那句:“那你以前又时常来我家吃饭?"。。。勾起了小瓶的回忆。。。
也有点生气,为什么小红会说那样的话呢???酱说对吗???
而有时,小红也会有责怪小瓶的意思。。。说小瓶不肯踏出第一步类似的话。。。让小瓶偶尔也觉得想不通。。。明明肯踏出第一步的是自己,可是也会被说到自己没有努力过似的。。。“难道主动加入他们的饭局,不算努力吗?难道主动去她家,也不是努力吗?如果这些都不是努力,那努力的意思谁可以解释给我听呢?。。。"小瓶每次都在想这问题。。。
小瓶有时在想。。。不要紧啦,最重要是自己真的有努力过,这才不会对不起自己。。。
小瓶不会生气小红很久,因为每次小瓶生气,都是当时的心情而已。。。过了那天,就会把它忘了。。。
也许,这就是小瓶的唯一优点吧。。。生气也只是那时的事。。。过了之后,不但不会在生气,甚至过了很久的时间,也会把它忘了一干二净。。。 :)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
缘分。。。
有时候。。。人与人的缘分,真得很奇妙。。。有时一开始时,你跟他/她其实一点都不熟。。。可是到了对的时机,可能你们的关系,就会因为某些东西或某些事情,而渐渐的在改善了。。。有时改善的变很好,无所不谈,有时呢。。。可是如果和我谈得来的人,应该都是正面的‘成绩’吧。。。嘿嘿。。。会不会太夸奖自己了。。。可是,与有些人的相遇,却怎样想也想不起。。。当我们彼此反问时,就是怎样都想不起。。。有点没良心吧。。。
可是,也有可能,你会因为某些事的发生,而让你某天在广场遇到他/她,你都会在犹豫着,到底该不该跟他/她打招呼呢?。。。类似的疑问会浮现在脑海里。。。也可能,这只是我才会有这种想法,也许给其他人,根本不会想到那么多吧。。。要打招呼就走向前咯。。。有那么困难吗???对吧。。。可是,给我就是不行。。。
其实,变得好的例子。。。是蛮多的。。。哈哈哈。。。害羞害羞。。。:P 有时回想起,还会自己偷笑,嘿嘿。。。
案例一:想要我回想起我和boon yi 和 hazel是如何相遇的,讲真,我是真的不记得了。。。只知道,我们都是读同一所学院,同一所大学。。。同一科目。。。同一班。。。可是,要我记回我们是什么时候变成那么好的朋友呢,我就记得。。。大概是从读大学开始吧。。。在八打灵那时,我就和boon yi 住同一间房。。。那时她遇上了一些不愉快的事。。。跟她同房的我,成了她唯一的哭诉对象。。。当时我所能做的就是陪着她,听她的诉苦,也希望自己能帮到她,可是我知道,能帮到她的只有她自己。。。我能做的,就是陪着她吧。。。可能就是经过当时那情形,我们变得‘关系密切’。。。哈哈。。。到现在都是很好的朋友。。。也希望以后都是。。。更希望,朋友,如果我有什么说错得罪你的,一定要告诉我,不要就酱不理我。。让我自己一个人去寻找为什么你会生气我的原因。。。知道吗?。。。因为我最怕就是,被人无缘无故的生气。。。哈哈。。。不过我知道你不会这样对我的。。。因为。。。你不舍得。。。嘿嘿。。。
案例二:与 hazel变熟。。。应该是在双溪龙镇时的那段时间。。。因为可能是我们俩,都是准时上课的人,所以早课,也只有我们俩去上吧。。。上着上着,我们就变熟了吧。。。哈哈。。。再加上,有时你想的东西,跟我想的会很像。。。也不知不觉让我们彼此拉近了距离。。。至于是什么想法那么像呢,哈哈。。。想不起了。。。同样的,也真的希望我们的友谊是坚固的。。。虽然我是常开着msn,人又不在这里。。。害你们跟我打招呼都没人应你们。。。哈哈。。。
案例三:跟特丽莎妹妹。。。是在我第二份工的第二个星期的一个早上,那天是她第一天来上班,而我是第二个星期。。。就这样,我们认识了。。。一直到现在。。。说真的,当时看她一脸blur blur 的样子。。。还蛮好笑的。。。可是她真的是个很不错的同事。。。不懂为什么。。。就是谈得来吧。。。虽然她在吉隆坡总公司。。。我在吧生分行。。。可是。。。我们还能那么。。。。8。。。。。哈哈。。。真得很庆幸认识她。。。也希望我们以后不会因为误会而变仇人。。。哈哈。。。三八吧???
案例四:达令。。。在这间公司,我也有个达令。。。opps。。。也。。。哈哈。。。没有啦。。。一间公司,只有一个就够了。。。哈哈。。。就算是闹着玩的。。。以后也有个美好的回忆。。。讲到她。。。第一次遇见她的时候,讲真。。。是忘了几时。。。不过印象最深刻的是,一开始她是长头发的。。。然后到了公司的一个conference时,大家一起工作。。。那时才开始变熟了。。。至于又是几时开始称呼对方达令的呢?我真的忘了。。。不过讲真的一开始没想到到现在,我们会“走”得那么近。。。甚至到达令的地步。。。这是我没想到的现在。。。不过还是很开心。。。不要每天blur blur 地,ok? 不过,有时blur blur 地也蛮可爱的啦。。。哈哈。。。
案例五:跟这个朋友的相识。。。真的记不起了。。。也是学院里同一科目的朋友。。。跟她变熟。。。大概是因为其他朋友的关系吧。。。再加上。。。我们都是吧生人。。。一起出来的几率也多了。。。不过我觉得最重要的是。。。每次去远一点的地方,她都愿意驾车。。。嘿嘿。。。众所皆知。。。我的驾驶技术是ma ma dei 而已。。。要我在吧生驾,我还可以。。。可是到了吉隆坡。。。就胆怯了起来。。。可能是先入为主的想法。。。就是吉隆坡的人驾车都很可怕。。。哈哈。。。 而她每次愿意驾车。。。有时让我很不好意思。。。哈哈。。。下次让我付车油ok。。。哈哈。。。还有让我们变熟的理由。。。一起都喜欢唱歌。。。一起被无良的商家骗了。。。在一起上诉。。。bo bi bo bi。。。上诉成功。。。嘿嘿。。。
按例六:与她的相识。。。是在今年的workshop时,那次的workshop,她刚刚好加入公司。。。就被逼得要参与我们的workshop了。。。当时是听说是‘blur blur 小老板‘介绍进来的。。。是以前的同事。。。当时还在怀疑,他们俩到底是什么关系。。。哈哈。。。想起来就好笑。。。是有够八的。。。过后才知道,他们俩真的只是同事。。。而’blur blur 小老板‘已经有个交往很久了的女朋友。。。不过讲到这位同事/朋友,刚开始是从msn交谈多。。。应该是从那时开始熟的吧。。。然后就是酱咯。。。谈久了,原来大家也是一样八的。。。hmmm...女人的本性。。。哈哈。。。再过后,才知道她原来是大姐来的。。。家里有蛮多弟弟。。。是个名副其实的大姐。。。失敬失敬。。。嘿嘿。。。多多关照小妹咯,大姐。。。嘿嘿。。。
案例七:与他的相识。。。首先是从电话里。。。当时,我终于顶不顺我的第一份工了。。。找到了第二份工。。。而那时的他,就是吧生分行的经理。。。当时,我还记得,我那时还在做着第一份工,为了要打电话跟他约时间见个面,(因为人事部的人讲要的)我还得趁去厕所时拨电话给他。。哈哈。。。还记得,当时第一次跟他通电话。。。脑海里以为他一定是个老头。。。那种孩子已经很大了的那种。。。嘿嘿。。。可是见面时。。。原来。。。eehhmmm。。。要是让他知道这是我第一个想法。。。真的是太不好了吧。。。所以,看了这部落格的人,请别帮我免费宣传哦。。。因为据我所知,他应该是不会看部落格的人。。。所以被他发现的几率是很小。。。除非是。。。有人替我免费宣传了。。。嘿嘿。。。不过。。。这一年里。。。我们全部真的改变了很多。。。我的意思是他的身份不一样了。。。我却因为某些人,立场也有时随着情况而需要改变吧?我不知道他是不是一个让大家都称心的上司,可是我却可以肯定的是,他绝对是个好老公。。。这点我可以肯定。。。为什么这么讲呢?我也不晓得。。。就是直觉吧。。。每个人的处事方式都会不一样的吧。。。有时往往不能满足每一个人。。。有时也可能会忽略到一些人。。。这就是人类的不完美吧。。。可是还是很庆幸认识他们一家,虽然说有时。。。。。。
为什么今天会有那么多的感触呢???想一想。。。有时完全不可能想到那么多东西。。。可是今天。。。大概是因为遇到了上面的某个案例的人,而让我犹豫了很久该不该打招呼,而突发起想的吧。。。
奇妙的缘分。。。有时真的是勉强不来的。。。
可是,也有可能,你会因为某些事的发生,而让你某天在广场遇到他/她,你都会在犹豫着,到底该不该跟他/她打招呼呢?。。。类似的疑问会浮现在脑海里。。。也可能,这只是我才会有这种想法,也许给其他人,根本不会想到那么多吧。。。要打招呼就走向前咯。。。有那么困难吗???对吧。。。可是,给我就是不行。。。
其实,变得好的例子。。。是蛮多的。。。哈哈哈。。。害羞害羞。。。:P 有时回想起,还会自己偷笑,嘿嘿。。。
案例一:想要我回想起我和boon yi 和 hazel是如何相遇的,讲真,我是真的不记得了。。。只知道,我们都是读同一所学院,同一所大学。。。同一科目。。。同一班。。。可是,要我记回我们是什么时候变成那么好的朋友呢,我就记得。。。大概是从读大学开始吧。。。在八打灵那时,我就和boon yi 住同一间房。。。那时她遇上了一些不愉快的事。。。跟她同房的我,成了她唯一的哭诉对象。。。当时我所能做的就是陪着她,听她的诉苦,也希望自己能帮到她,可是我知道,能帮到她的只有她自己。。。我能做的,就是陪着她吧。。。可能就是经过当时那情形,我们变得‘关系密切’。。。哈哈。。。到现在都是很好的朋友。。。也希望以后都是。。。更希望,朋友,如果我有什么说错得罪你的,一定要告诉我,不要就酱不理我。。让我自己一个人去寻找为什么你会生气我的原因。。。知道吗?。。。因为我最怕就是,被人无缘无故的生气。。。哈哈。。。不过我知道你不会这样对我的。。。因为。。。你不舍得。。。嘿嘿。。。
案例二:与 hazel变熟。。。应该是在双溪龙镇时的那段时间。。。因为可能是我们俩,都是准时上课的人,所以早课,也只有我们俩去上吧。。。上着上着,我们就变熟了吧。。。哈哈。。。再加上,有时你想的东西,跟我想的会很像。。。也不知不觉让我们彼此拉近了距离。。。至于是什么想法那么像呢,哈哈。。。想不起了。。。同样的,也真的希望我们的友谊是坚固的。。。虽然我是常开着msn,人又不在这里。。。害你们跟我打招呼都没人应你们。。。哈哈。。。
案例三:跟特丽莎妹妹。。。是在我第二份工的第二个星期的一个早上,那天是她第一天来上班,而我是第二个星期。。。就这样,我们认识了。。。一直到现在。。。说真的,当时看她一脸blur blur 的样子。。。还蛮好笑的。。。可是她真的是个很不错的同事。。。不懂为什么。。。就是谈得来吧。。。虽然她在吉隆坡总公司。。。我在吧生分行。。。可是。。。我们还能那么。。。。8。。。。。哈哈。。。真得很庆幸认识她。。。也希望我们以后不会因为误会而变仇人。。。哈哈。。。三八吧???
案例四:达令。。。在这间公司,我也有个达令。。。opps。。。也。。。哈哈。。。没有啦。。。一间公司,只有一个就够了。。。哈哈。。。就算是闹着玩的。。。以后也有个美好的回忆。。。讲到她。。。第一次遇见她的时候,讲真。。。是忘了几时。。。不过印象最深刻的是,一开始她是长头发的。。。然后到了公司的一个conference时,大家一起工作。。。那时才开始变熟了。。。至于又是几时开始称呼对方达令的呢?我真的忘了。。。不过讲真的一开始没想到到现在,我们会“走”得那么近。。。甚至到达令的地步。。。这是我没想到的现在。。。不过还是很开心。。。不要每天blur blur 地,ok? 不过,有时blur blur 地也蛮可爱的啦。。。哈哈。。。
案例五:跟这个朋友的相识。。。真的记不起了。。。也是学院里同一科目的朋友。。。跟她变熟。。。大概是因为其他朋友的关系吧。。。再加上。。。我们都是吧生人。。。一起出来的几率也多了。。。不过我觉得最重要的是。。。每次去远一点的地方,她都愿意驾车。。。嘿嘿。。。众所皆知。。。我的驾驶技术是ma ma dei 而已。。。要我在吧生驾,我还可以。。。可是到了吉隆坡。。。就胆怯了起来。。。可能是先入为主的想法。。。就是吉隆坡的人驾车都很可怕。。。哈哈。。。 而她每次愿意驾车。。。有时让我很不好意思。。。哈哈。。。下次让我付车油ok。。。哈哈。。。还有让我们变熟的理由。。。一起都喜欢唱歌。。。一起被无良的商家骗了。。。在一起上诉。。。bo bi bo bi。。。上诉成功。。。嘿嘿。。。
按例六:与她的相识。。。是在今年的workshop时,那次的workshop,她刚刚好加入公司。。。就被逼得要参与我们的workshop了。。。当时是听说是‘blur blur 小老板‘介绍进来的。。。是以前的同事。。。当时还在怀疑,他们俩到底是什么关系。。。哈哈。。。想起来就好笑。。。是有够八的。。。过后才知道,他们俩真的只是同事。。。而’blur blur 小老板‘已经有个交往很久了的女朋友。。。不过讲到这位同事/朋友,刚开始是从msn交谈多。。。应该是从那时开始熟的吧。。。然后就是酱咯。。。谈久了,原来大家也是一样八的。。。hmmm...女人的本性。。。哈哈。。。再过后,才知道她原来是大姐来的。。。家里有蛮多弟弟。。。是个名副其实的大姐。。。失敬失敬。。。嘿嘿。。。多多关照小妹咯,大姐。。。嘿嘿。。。
案例七:与他的相识。。。首先是从电话里。。。当时,我终于顶不顺我的第一份工了。。。找到了第二份工。。。而那时的他,就是吧生分行的经理。。。当时,我还记得,我那时还在做着第一份工,为了要打电话跟他约时间见个面,(因为人事部的人讲要的)我还得趁去厕所时拨电话给他。。哈哈。。。还记得,当时第一次跟他通电话。。。脑海里以为他一定是个老头。。。那种孩子已经很大了的那种。。。嘿嘿。。。可是见面时。。。原来。。。eehhmmm。。。要是让他知道这是我第一个想法。。。真的是太不好了吧。。。所以,看了这部落格的人,请别帮我免费宣传哦。。。因为据我所知,他应该是不会看部落格的人。。。所以被他发现的几率是很小。。。除非是。。。有人替我免费宣传了。。。嘿嘿。。。不过。。。这一年里。。。我们全部真的改变了很多。。。我的意思是他的身份不一样了。。。我却因为某些人,立场也有时随着情况而需要改变吧?我不知道他是不是一个让大家都称心的上司,可是我却可以肯定的是,他绝对是个好老公。。。这点我可以肯定。。。为什么这么讲呢?我也不晓得。。。就是直觉吧。。。每个人的处事方式都会不一样的吧。。。有时往往不能满足每一个人。。。有时也可能会忽略到一些人。。。这就是人类的不完美吧。。。可是还是很庆幸认识他们一家,虽然说有时。。。。。。
为什么今天会有那么多的感触呢???想一想。。。有时完全不可能想到那么多东西。。。可是今天。。。大概是因为遇到了上面的某个案例的人,而让我犹豫了很久该不该打招呼,而突发起想的吧。。。
奇妙的缘分。。。有时真的是勉强不来的。。。
Sunday, November 30, 2008
continue part 1 - i m back......
continue part 2...
Yesterday too tired already... kenot tahan.... yesterday was a tiring day....
Morning, working.... for closing.... also the same.... work till the end.... dunno wat i get... haha.... nevermind lor... at least go OT to claim... haha... this is the main point... hehe....
Then evening.... reach home at 6pm.... then prepare myself....because already have date with chiew ping... which both of us decided to go sing k again.... hehe... but this time, is to utilize the free vouchers.... ya, last time we sing k, we had been given a free 1/2 hour capsule sing k vouchers... hehe... and the expiry date is 30 November 2008.... omg... must use it... must utilize it... although it is only sing in the capsule... hehe.... it was my first time to sing in the capsule in one hour time... haha... feel fun... but the audio is not as good as in a room... of course... and in one hour time... we have sing 3 times on jay chou new song - 'SHUO HAO DE XING FU'.... because my fren say she sudenly love this song very very much... haha... aiya, should have like this song since earlier mar... hohoho.. .cos it is really nice song.....
shit... tot to upload the photo that i took on the MV.... that person.. took my cable and didn't return to me... haiz... and also the cushion i bought... for my fren birthday present... hmm.... to be back tomolo for the pictures... :)
Yesterday too tired already... kenot tahan.... yesterday was a tiring day....
Morning, working.... for closing.... also the same.... work till the end.... dunno wat i get... haha.... nevermind lor... at least go OT to claim... haha... this is the main point... hehe....
Then evening.... reach home at 6pm.... then prepare myself....because already have date with chiew ping... which both of us decided to go sing k again.... hehe... but this time, is to utilize the free vouchers.... ya, last time we sing k, we had been given a free 1/2 hour capsule sing k vouchers... hehe... and the expiry date is 30 November 2008.... omg... must use it... must utilize it... although it is only sing in the capsule... hehe.... it was my first time to sing in the capsule in one hour time... haha... feel fun... but the audio is not as good as in a room... of course... and in one hour time... we have sing 3 times on jay chou new song - 'SHUO HAO DE XING FU'.... because my fren say she sudenly love this song very very much... haha... aiya, should have like this song since earlier mar... hohoho.. .cos it is really nice song.....
shit... tot to upload the photo that i took on the MV.... that person.. took my cable and didn't return to me... haiz... and also the cushion i bought... for my fren birthday present... hmm.... to be back tomolo for the pictures... :)
i m back....
its been quite some time i didn't post up my most recent news... everyday seems like very tiring... everyday....wake up... with a very BU YUAN YI feeling... brush teeth... bla bla bla... omg...running out of time... every morning also blame myself...'y dun i wake up earlier...??? so that won't be toooo late to office....' i mean ngam ngam hao time reach office....hehe.... but every morning still repeating the same thing... hehe....
then reach office...dunno y sometimes will start to 'FAN' about work.... scare that my collegue that handle the same work with me(which is from different department) will call me to follow-up those cases.... sienz... sometimes i always thinking... izit really need to do THOSE kind of report that she curi-curi show me? which is her boss ask her to do so??? izit a MUST??? and also izit we must call up those salesman daily....??? but for some company... their payment is really will be slower... how are we going to chase them???i really dunno the correct way to chase those payment... afterall... my communication skill is not good enough... and I m not from 'DAI YI LONG" department... so i dun have the skill... if I have, I early early also go n be a sales person liao lar... can earn more somemore... hmm.... i not sure... for me... i dun think it is necessary....ya, it might be easier for boss to review the results... but for those pending cases... everyday will be a different answer coming up... how shall we amend on the reports then..... hmmm.... i dunno... maybe my brain is not intelligent enough in doing those kind of reports... forget about it lar... if she wants to complain about me that my working process is SLOW.... i also no choice....
sometimes working is just making me crazy... economic become more worst some more... and different policies in the company... conflict between human being... many many more... and one thing that I really need to change myself.... is my TEMPER..... dunno y ler... after involve myself in working world... my temper become more worst and worst... especially when talking to my own 'people'.... haiz... why I just can't control my BAD temper??? why???
Everytime went to Pak Li to da bao mee goreng mamak.... while waiting on my mee, I will saw a very good phase... It says...." Even if you are a kind heart people, but If you have a BAD TEMPER, your are not consider a kind person"...yup... this is definitely pointing on me.... no doubts... I, can conclude myself to be a kind heart people... haha... dun vomit... but actually my temper is really very very NOT GOOD.... omg.... why I just can't control it???how could my temper be so bad to certain people....??? I feel so BAD.... Bad to myself... bad to them.... bad bad bad.... I still remember that before I start my working life.... everybody say I got a GOOD temper... but why now....? 360 degree change.... evolving maybe... haha.... hope i can control myself next time... ok? control control and control....yah... this is the way...
today... finally.... SATURDAY... haha.. but need to work for closing.... and lost my temper again... haiz...... again... because those salesperson.... fall in love to 'last minutes wok'... always also like that...at first plan to go back home at 4pm.... mana tahu.... 6pm only can go back after settle all.... haiz... but.... me and my fren went to aeon bukit tinggi....hehe... for sing k again... oh.... sing sing sing... but this time a bit different.... because both of us got the 1/2 hour capsule vouchers... hehe... means we go once.... in the evening..... sing in the capsule for half an hour... and second round.... in the night.... also same half an hour.... haha.... so crazy right.... hehe.... never try before .... and also bought a present to one of my fren... hopes that she like it....
tired........slep........ to be continue.....
then reach office...dunno y sometimes will start to 'FAN' about work.... scare that my collegue that handle the same work with me(which is from different department) will call me to follow-up those cases.... sienz... sometimes i always thinking... izit really need to do THOSE kind of report that she curi-curi show me? which is her boss ask her to do so??? izit a MUST??? and also izit we must call up those salesman daily....??? but for some company... their payment is really will be slower... how are we going to chase them???i really dunno the correct way to chase those payment... afterall... my communication skill is not good enough... and I m not from 'DAI YI LONG" department... so i dun have the skill... if I have, I early early also go n be a sales person liao lar... can earn more somemore... hmm.... i not sure... for me... i dun think it is necessary....ya, it might be easier for boss to review the results... but for those pending cases... everyday will be a different answer coming up... how shall we amend on the reports then..... hmmm.... i dunno... maybe my brain is not intelligent enough in doing those kind of reports... forget about it lar... if she wants to complain about me that my working process is SLOW.... i also no choice....
sometimes working is just making me crazy... economic become more worst some more... and different policies in the company... conflict between human being... many many more... and one thing that I really need to change myself.... is my TEMPER..... dunno y ler... after involve myself in working world... my temper become more worst and worst... especially when talking to my own 'people'.... haiz... why I just can't control my BAD temper??? why???
Everytime went to Pak Li to da bao mee goreng mamak.... while waiting on my mee, I will saw a very good phase... It says...." Even if you are a kind heart people, but If you have a BAD TEMPER, your are not consider a kind person"...yup... this is definitely pointing on me.... no doubts... I, can conclude myself to be a kind heart people... haha... dun vomit... but actually my temper is really very very NOT GOOD.... omg.... why I just can't control it???how could my temper be so bad to certain people....??? I feel so BAD.... Bad to myself... bad to them.... bad bad bad.... I still remember that before I start my working life.... everybody say I got a GOOD temper... but why now....? 360 degree change.... evolving maybe... haha.... hope i can control myself next time... ok? control control and control....yah... this is the way...
today... finally.... SATURDAY... haha.. but need to work for closing.... and lost my temper again... haiz...... again... because those salesperson.... fall in love to 'last minutes wok'... always also like that...at first plan to go back home at 4pm.... mana tahu.... 6pm only can go back after settle all.... haiz... but.... me and my fren went to aeon bukit tinggi....hehe... for sing k again... oh.... sing sing sing... but this time a bit different.... because both of us got the 1/2 hour capsule vouchers... hehe... means we go once.... in the evening..... sing in the capsule for half an hour... and second round.... in the night.... also same half an hour.... haha.... so crazy right.... hehe.... never try before .... and also bought a present to one of my fren... hopes that she like it....
tired........slep........ to be continue.....
Saturday, November 22, 2008
gathering in pavilion...
today... went for gathering in pavilion to meet sapo jye yee and siao ling... that sapo...came back Malaysia just to shopping.. can u believe it... haha... like that also can... she already break record in one day...went for 3 different shopping center... morning... sungai wang... afternoon.... pavilion... which to meet us... and night.... klcc... really very geng... this is so-called shopping kaki... hahaha....
as for our gathering... we went to a japanese restaurant in pavilion... which is also the company that hazel dear work in... but quite dissapointed ... haiz... cos i purposely suggest the gathering there to eat the fried salmon skin... haiz... unfortunately... OUT OF STOCK... !!! haiz... y like that ler... y? hazel lam... tell me... how could it out of stock in SATURDAY....??? miss the salmon skin so much... purposely come here... but... end up.... haiz.....
But... luckily still got one satisfy thing for me...
yeh...my favourite... unagi bento... hehe... wow... the unagi is super delicious ler... yummy... haha... eat again... sure my fren cherry say me 'tam jiak' liao... haha...
okok... no more food picture this time... some happy moment pictures...
siao ling got NEW hairstyle... !!! haha...
happy moment always passed very fast... Hope I cant get to eat Fried Salmon Skin next time!!!
hehehe... :)
as for our gathering... we went to a japanese restaurant in pavilion... which is also the company that hazel dear work in... but quite dissapointed ... haiz... cos i purposely suggest the gathering there to eat the fried salmon skin... haiz... unfortunately... OUT OF STOCK... !!! haiz... y like that ler... y? hazel lam... tell me... how could it out of stock in SATURDAY....??? miss the salmon skin so much... purposely come here... but... end up.... haiz.....
But... luckily still got one satisfy thing for me...
yeh...my favourite... unagi bento... hehe... wow... the unagi is super delicious ler... yummy... haha... eat again... sure my fren cherry say me 'tam jiak' liao... haha...
okok... no more food picture this time... some happy moment pictures...
siao ling got NEW hairstyle... !!! haha...
happy moment always passed very fast... Hope I cant get to eat Fried Salmon Skin next time!!!
hehehe... :)
Friday, November 21, 2008
on leave day...
today... took a day off.... to settle one of my 'quite important' thing... hehe... with my frenz... both of us taking leave to settle a 'very important' matter... related to ......our vitamin M... both of us was very happy because there is still hope for us to get back our vitamin M... hehe... hope that god also help us... :)
after we have settle our 'very important' matter, then we on our way to pyramid for a walk... hehe... must have utilize our leave for some shopping time also... hehe... but guess what... although i know that my company having this taxi advertisement since very long time ago... but this is the first time I meet with Coway Taxi.. hehe... a bit happy of it.... must be xiao liao...hehe... i told my fren that i wanted to take a pic... so 38 rite... hehe... at first my fren laugh at me... but after she tell me back...' I drive faster than the taxi, u faster take...'.... haha... then one shot... i took this.....
haha... quite nice picture also... hehe... yeh.... Coway! No. 1 in Korea.... Fighting... hehe....
this is federal highway, that the road heading to our way to pyramid... hehe
then we reach pyramid, trying to figure out whay to eat... hmm.... at last.... heard that boon yi mentioned in blog that Tony Roma's quite nice.... went there for the set Lunch... promotion set lunch... time for pictures of food.... food and food again... hehe... life sometimes will lack of interesting, if there is no food... haha... thats y....u c my size.... haha....
ok.....seriously.....
this is the soup of the day - potato soup... which actually is the substitution of the vege & beef soup.... we have asked for a substitution.. hehe... and luckily we take this... cos this is quite delicious ....yummy yummy...
Next.... presenting....
yup, this is the BBQ 1/4 Chicken... with Tony Roma's specially made sauce on it... hehe.... but i felt that the chicken is a bit normal... but the fries is nice....
and next.... my fren had order lamb chop... which if not mistaken... she had mentioned about 10++ times ' very delicious, very delicious' when she is eating this lamb chop .... and some more it is more delicious than the lamb chop is TGI Friday's..... haha.... ok ok ....the picture...
hehe... the lamb is quite nice... as what my fren told... just maybe the picture not good quality enough... hehe...
worth to give a try .... hehe...
after we have settle our 'very important' matter, then we on our way to pyramid for a walk... hehe... must have utilize our leave for some shopping time also... hehe... but guess what... although i know that my company having this taxi advertisement since very long time ago... but this is the first time I meet with Coway Taxi.. hehe... a bit happy of it.... must be xiao liao...hehe... i told my fren that i wanted to take a pic... so 38 rite... hehe... at first my fren laugh at me... but after she tell me back...' I drive faster than the taxi, u faster take...'.... haha... then one shot... i took this.....
haha... quite nice picture also... hehe... yeh.... Coway! No. 1 in Korea.... Fighting... hehe....
this is federal highway, that the road heading to our way to pyramid... hehe
then we reach pyramid, trying to figure out whay to eat... hmm.... at last.... heard that boon yi mentioned in blog that Tony Roma's quite nice.... went there for the set Lunch... promotion set lunch... time for pictures of food.... food and food again... hehe... life sometimes will lack of interesting, if there is no food... haha... thats y....u c my size.... haha....
ok.....seriously.....
this is the soup of the day - potato soup... which actually is the substitution of the vege & beef soup.... we have asked for a substitution.. hehe... and luckily we take this... cos this is quite delicious ....yummy yummy...
Next.... presenting....
yup, this is the BBQ 1/4 Chicken... with Tony Roma's specially made sauce on it... hehe.... but i felt that the chicken is a bit normal... but the fries is nice....
and next.... my fren had order lamb chop... which if not mistaken... she had mentioned about 10++ times ' very delicious, very delicious' when she is eating this lamb chop .... and some more it is more delicious than the lamb chop is TGI Friday's..... haha.... ok ok ....the picture...
hehe... the lamb is quite nice... as what my fren told... just maybe the picture not good quality enough... hehe...
worth to give a try .... hehe...
Monday, November 17, 2008
说好的幸福呢?
唉。。。我有时在想。。我们几姐弟,到底前世是不是欠了我父母的。。。还是他们欠了我们。。。为什么我们就是不能每天和睦相处。。。为什么就是每天一定会有事发生的。。。到底是谁欠了谁。。。要搞到现在这样。。。
大的。。。真得很不会想。。。虽然说她肯回来帮忙,可是有时就是不会想。。。就好像今晚,明明他还要下外坡了。。。可是还要他让他载到家,在从家里出发去外坡。。。开夜车。。。妈又在担心说他血压高会升高。。。又在烦咯。。。而她,似乎一点悔意都没有。。。有时我真得不懂她在想什么的。。真的搞不懂。。。有时的她,然我觉得她很肯帮爸,可是有时的她。。。就是不能让我觉得她有尽了大姐的责任。。。
中的。。。脾气坏到没人有。。。甚至可以跟妈吵架,吵到隔壁邻居都听得到,就是为了那些我觉得是芝麻绿豆的事。。。为什么他就是不能体谅一下老人家呢?为什么他就是不能收收他那臭脾气。。。偶尔让让他们呢???就连家里唯一的男丁,都不能体谅一下他们,可想而知他们心里是多么的失望,多么的伤心。。。他们到底又没想过这一点。。。
而我。。。也不算很好。。。有时自己的脾气就是收不了。。。可是就是会后悔。。。为什么我每次就是要事后才后悔呢???有时想到自己真得很不对。。。就会尽量不出声。。。保持沉默,使我唯一的方法。。。 有时家里发生暴风雨时,以前的自己就会保持沉默。。。可是最近,火再也收不住了。。。会插一口。。。还记得上一次他们火山爆发时,真的忍不住了。。。甚至要求如果要杀,提醒他记得要全家一起消灭。。。一个都不要留。。。而今天,妈煮了蛮多的菜。。。可是又没人吃。。。留到晚上。。到最后,我会为了不让她白费心机洗那盘菜,而把它们挤进肚子里。。。不白费她的心机,就白费了我的心机。。。因为我是不应该在这种时候吃任何东西的。。。真的白费了我今天的心机了。。。而且。。。也有一点点的赌气,生气为什么其他两个,不会像我这样想。。。 为了不要白费她的心机,而把菜全吃进去。。。
每次都为这种事情烦。。。朋友会问我。。。你到底烦什么??又没有小孩,有还没结婚,有什么好烦的。。。可他们就是不明白。。。家家有本难念的经。。。而我家的经。。。比谁都还要难念。。。可我要怎么说给他们听呢??? 我真得不懂。。。
有时我真得很替我家俩老可怜,每次都在想,为什么他们会有我们这样的孩子呢?不孝顺也就算了。。。 就连他那么大年纪了,还不能退休,还要继续平拼搏。。就为了一家的三餐。。。如果讲很替很健康还不用紧,可他的朋友有那么多。。。糖先生,高先生。。。
他们俩不会想也就算了,可我。。。 有时会恨自己,为什么也一点生意头脑都没有,为什么也一点都帮不上忙。。。 还要他那么劳碌。。。就如果我的头脑可以精明一点,就如果他们两个大的可以会想一点。。。就如果。。。。
我有个朋友曾经说过。。。他父母前世是欠了她。。。所以她今世才会有那种病。。才会需要他们俩老照顾她。。。那时候我一点都没听进去。。。可是现在。。。。。。 不过。。。我那朋友一家都很融洽。。。关系很好。。。有时会很羡慕她。。。希望有他们的一半就好了。。。
很久没听到周杰伦的歌听到哭了。。。今天。。。听着他的‘说好的幸福呢’。。。写着部落格。。。竟然。。。杰伦,你的歌还是最能感动我的。。。谢谢你。。。
大的。。。真得很不会想。。。虽然说她肯回来帮忙,可是有时就是不会想。。。就好像今晚,明明他还要下外坡了。。。可是还要他让他载到家,在从家里出发去外坡。。。开夜车。。。妈又在担心说他血压高会升高。。。又在烦咯。。。而她,似乎一点悔意都没有。。。有时我真得不懂她在想什么的。。真的搞不懂。。。有时的她,然我觉得她很肯帮爸,可是有时的她。。。就是不能让我觉得她有尽了大姐的责任。。。
中的。。。脾气坏到没人有。。。甚至可以跟妈吵架,吵到隔壁邻居都听得到,就是为了那些我觉得是芝麻绿豆的事。。。为什么他就是不能体谅一下老人家呢?为什么他就是不能收收他那臭脾气。。。偶尔让让他们呢???就连家里唯一的男丁,都不能体谅一下他们,可想而知他们心里是多么的失望,多么的伤心。。。他们到底又没想过这一点。。。
而我。。。也不算很好。。。有时自己的脾气就是收不了。。。可是就是会后悔。。。为什么我每次就是要事后才后悔呢???有时想到自己真得很不对。。。就会尽量不出声。。。保持沉默,使我唯一的方法。。。 有时家里发生暴风雨时,以前的自己就会保持沉默。。。可是最近,火再也收不住了。。。会插一口。。。还记得上一次他们火山爆发时,真的忍不住了。。。甚至要求如果要杀,提醒他记得要全家一起消灭。。。一个都不要留。。。而今天,妈煮了蛮多的菜。。。可是又没人吃。。。留到晚上。。到最后,我会为了不让她白费心机洗那盘菜,而把它们挤进肚子里。。。不白费她的心机,就白费了我的心机。。。因为我是不应该在这种时候吃任何东西的。。。真的白费了我今天的心机了。。。而且。。。也有一点点的赌气,生气为什么其他两个,不会像我这样想。。。 为了不要白费她的心机,而把菜全吃进去。。。
每次都为这种事情烦。。。朋友会问我。。。你到底烦什么??又没有小孩,有还没结婚,有什么好烦的。。。可他们就是不明白。。。家家有本难念的经。。。而我家的经。。。比谁都还要难念。。。可我要怎么说给他们听呢??? 我真得不懂。。。
有时我真得很替我家俩老可怜,每次都在想,为什么他们会有我们这样的孩子呢?不孝顺也就算了。。。 就连他那么大年纪了,还不能退休,还要继续平拼搏。。就为了一家的三餐。。。如果讲很替很健康还不用紧,可他的朋友有那么多。。。糖先生,高先生。。。
他们俩不会想也就算了,可我。。。 有时会恨自己,为什么也一点生意头脑都没有,为什么也一点都帮不上忙。。。 还要他那么劳碌。。。就如果我的头脑可以精明一点,就如果他们两个大的可以会想一点。。。就如果。。。。
我有个朋友曾经说过。。。他父母前世是欠了她。。。所以她今世才会有那种病。。才会需要他们俩老照顾她。。。那时候我一点都没听进去。。。可是现在。。。。。。 不过。。。我那朋友一家都很融洽。。。关系很好。。。有时会很羡慕她。。。希望有他们的一半就好了。。。
很久没听到周杰伦的歌听到哭了。。。今天。。。听着他的‘说好的幸福呢’。。。写着部落格。。。竟然。。。杰伦,你的歌还是最能感动我的。。。谢谢你。。。
I am Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin...
You Are a Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin
you are smart, sophisticated, and savvy.
You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends.
You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests.
You also are very talented.
It sometimes seems like you are good at everything.
You are very social and inclusive.
You'll be friends with anyone.
Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob.
you are smart, sophisticated, and savvy.
You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends.
You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests.
You also are very talented.
It sometimes seems like you are good at everything.
You are very social and inclusive.
You'll be friends with anyone.
Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob.
haha... took up this survey that was introduced by hazel ... but it seesm like not so accurate for me ler... ya, I like lemon very much.. especially Ice lemon Tea... but... seems not so accurate for me ....
---> smart, sophisticated, and savvy ...nah!!.....
---> love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends .... funny... i m the most outdated with trend.... haha...
-----> curious about the world and tend to have many interests... ya... might be really curious... cos think to go travel around the world... but sigh..... no vitamin M and too many barriers.. haha
---> You also are very talented... hohoho... BU GAN DANG... so funny ler this sentences used on me... ehmm... weird....
---> very social and inclusive... am i? this one must get voting from everybody liao... haha
---> Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob... apa maksud...??? haha.... english not good ler... hehe
Thursday, November 13, 2008
today's surprise...
today... in the morning is a quite irritating morning... cos need to settle those YS case... keep on KIT with those salesman... hate to do these thing actually... but what to do... this is work... and settle those fail cases that was pending... if only everybody is giving co-operation to each other... arhgg......
but in the afternoon... there is some surpise... haha... my collegue in HQ... so cute... and so sweet of them... using 'citilink' to send something to me... haha... but actually need to thanks the 'citilink' man --- > steven... haha... thanks for sending the belated ' present'... a bit shock when he gave me... haha... let c what's that... a weird, but sweet present... haha...
this is LAYS... as everybody knows... Ms Chin... was so funny.... and playful.... sent me a packet of Lays... haha... took an picture together with the citilink courier plastic beg, and also a piece of Coway paper, which full of her personal cop on it... please refer to the next picture...
Joanne, altough outside people will think u so 38... although I am also.. haha... but u dun angry lor.... actually it is so sweet... and you are so playful... this is the first time i received a so special present... with a so special way... i think i will not forget it for the rest of my life... hahaha... :) thanks...
and next... presenting.....
yup... its a note... a note that I have been told that she wrote in a rush... and sounds in a funny situation... and when i told her that I am gonna put this picture in my blog... she say she will paiseh x 10... so ....I have decided to do some trick on this picture... so that.... only Both of us knows what actually she had been writing on the paper... haha...
darling... u are so playful and sweet as joanne as well.. haha... when i saw this paper .... I nearly 'ZA DAO'... haha... first thinking... U win liao ler... haha... but truely lar... happy in heart ler... haha... will keep it also for the rest of my life also... muahahaha... such a special way for letting me not to forget u... clever... hehe...
thankiu very mucie... both my cute and playful colleague... :)
but in the afternoon... there is some surpise... haha... my collegue in HQ... so cute... and so sweet of them... using 'citilink' to send something to me... haha... but actually need to thanks the 'citilink' man --- > steven... haha... thanks for sending the belated ' present'... a bit shock when he gave me... haha... let c what's that... a weird, but sweet present... haha...
this is LAYS... as everybody knows... Ms Chin... was so funny.... and playful.... sent me a packet of Lays... haha... took an picture together with the citilink courier plastic beg, and also a piece of Coway paper, which full of her personal cop on it... please refer to the next picture...
Joanne, altough outside people will think u so 38... although I am also.. haha... but u dun angry lor.... actually it is so sweet... and you are so playful... this is the first time i received a so special present... with a so special way... i think i will not forget it for the rest of my life... hahaha... :) thanks...
and next... presenting.....
yup... its a note... a note that I have been told that she wrote in a rush... and sounds in a funny situation... and when i told her that I am gonna put this picture in my blog... she say she will paiseh x 10... so ....I have decided to do some trick on this picture... so that.... only Both of us knows what actually she had been writing on the paper... haha...
darling... u are so playful and sweet as joanne as well.. haha... when i saw this paper .... I nearly 'ZA DAO'... haha... first thinking... U win liao ler... haha... but truely lar... happy in heart ler... haha... will keep it also for the rest of my life also... muahahaha... such a special way for letting me not to forget u... clever... hehe...
thankiu very mucie... both my cute and playful colleague... :)
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
belated lunch with frenz...
today.... have another lunch with my frenz.... chiew ping... but actually is my fault... cos yesterday she already asked me for lunch... but because i had promise to my colleague... so... hehe....
but today... both of us have japanese food.... sabi wasabi in bukit tinggi 2... hehe... both of us really likes japanese food... almost went for many times liao... haha
ok...I ordered a set of teppanyaki salmon set... cos mostly everytime also eating chicken.. hmmm... today change a bit.. hehe
quite ok also... cos the salmon is big enough... haha...
then chiew ping had ordered a set of tempura set...
and then we add on two side dishes... one fire volcano maki and mussels....
yummy....
both also delicious this time.... hehe...
this is fire volcano maki... inside is soft shell crab... and with some ebiko on it... yummy yummy... hehe
and
yummy... the mussel... not so chezzy... and not so big... -->dai gao'... cos if too big and cheezy....will be quite ' e xin'.... haha... nice...
hehe... me with mussel... and my teppanyaki salmon zen set... hehe... can't really c the mussel... must turn it so that everybody can c it... haha...
a great lunch with great frenz... thanks chiew ping for the lunch... which suppose should be me who treat u ler... hehe... thanks for the belated celebration ya...
but today... both of us have japanese food.... sabi wasabi in bukit tinggi 2... hehe... both of us really likes japanese food... almost went for many times liao... haha
ok...I ordered a set of teppanyaki salmon set... cos mostly everytime also eating chicken.. hmmm... today change a bit.. hehe
quite ok also... cos the salmon is big enough... haha...
then chiew ping had ordered a set of tempura set...
and then we add on two side dishes... one fire volcano maki and mussels....
yummy....
both also delicious this time.... hehe...
this is fire volcano maki... inside is soft shell crab... and with some ebiko on it... yummy yummy... hehe
and
yummy... the mussel... not so chezzy... and not so big... -->dai gao'... cos if too big and cheezy....will be quite ' e xin'.... haha... nice...
hehe... me with mussel... and my teppanyaki salmon zen set... hehe... can't really c the mussel... must turn it so that everybody can c it... haha...
a great lunch with great frenz... thanks chiew ping for the lunch... which suppose should be me who treat u ler... hehe... thanks for the belated celebration ya...
blog for the date ~ 101108
101108 ... was my birthday ... its yesterday... but this blog had been late to be post... cos yesterday, dunno y... suddenly feel super down... then no mood to write blog at night... but i do have some happy thing to share as well...
this afternoon, me and my 2 colleague had went for Korean BBQ, which is just opposite of my workplace...my colleague Helen had mentioned many times that she wanted to go for the Korean BBQ, but the timing is just not right... so until today only we have the time to go for it...
it was quite ok with the food, as the marinated pork is quite nice... ans also the rice cake, and also the pan cake we ordered...all these we ordered was almost the most popular food in Korea, which if Korean, all this is the must for them to eat...
Have a great time there as well...
and after the lunch, both my colleague had bought me a cake, and ask all the other salesman to sing a birthday song for me.... eh~hmm... although it sounds a bit weird, but anyway, thanks everybody... and the fruit cake was quite nice... bought from baker's cottage....
And thats all for the celebration of my birthday for this year, as for my family celebration, all of them was not free.... so we will have dinner end of the week... maybe....
and there was a surprise for me from my colleague in HQ.... my dear theresa mui mui.... hehe... thought she just return to me my cd's... but actually she bought me a present... hmm... so touching... and its so cute of the big head pig... whenever i saw the pig.... i will think of her.... it is very similar with her ler... haha....such a good colleague... but I was always asking her many question and sometimes feel that I was disturbing her.... hmmm... sorry if I say anything wrong ya...theresa.... u r such a good colleague.... as well as all of them in HQ... thanks u all for the birthday wishes today.... especially theresa ... hehehe...
and i suddenly felt that.... this present from theresa... is seems familiar ler... think deep a bit... it really looks like the pig that boon yi gave me also ler... lets us have a look on both pic...
Doesn't the two pig looks the same... oh my god.. what a coincidence... haha...
thanks for the two person and the two piggy... hehe...:)
and today 101108...suppose to tell myself... 'forget it... miracles is not going to happen on u... after start from today must be forget all... is ALL... and start a new life... since there is no action from the other side... that means... everybody knows... I know ... and understand... NEw aGe.. nEw Life... ganbatte....!!!
this afternoon, me and my 2 colleague had went for Korean BBQ, which is just opposite of my workplace...my colleague Helen had mentioned many times that she wanted to go for the Korean BBQ, but the timing is just not right... so until today only we have the time to go for it...
it was quite ok with the food, as the marinated pork is quite nice... ans also the rice cake, and also the pan cake we ordered...all these we ordered was almost the most popular food in Korea, which if Korean, all this is the must for them to eat...
Have a great time there as well...
and after the lunch, both my colleague had bought me a cake, and ask all the other salesman to sing a birthday song for me.... eh~hmm... although it sounds a bit weird, but anyway, thanks everybody... and the fruit cake was quite nice... bought from baker's cottage....
And thats all for the celebration of my birthday for this year, as for my family celebration, all of them was not free.... so we will have dinner end of the week... maybe....
and there was a surprise for me from my colleague in HQ.... my dear theresa mui mui.... hehe... thought she just return to me my cd's... but actually she bought me a present... hmm... so touching... and its so cute of the big head pig... whenever i saw the pig.... i will think of her.... it is very similar with her ler... haha....such a good colleague... but I was always asking her many question and sometimes feel that I was disturbing her.... hmmm... sorry if I say anything wrong ya...theresa.... u r such a good colleague.... as well as all of them in HQ... thanks u all for the birthday wishes today.... especially theresa ... hehehe...
and i suddenly felt that.... this present from theresa... is seems familiar ler... think deep a bit... it really looks like the pig that boon yi gave me also ler... lets us have a look on both pic...
Doesn't the two pig looks the same... oh my god.. what a coincidence... haha...
thanks for the two person and the two piggy... hehe...:)
and today 101108...suppose to tell myself... 'forget it... miracles is not going to happen on u... after start from today must be forget all... is ALL... and start a new life... since there is no action from the other side... that means... everybody knows... I know ... and understand... NEw aGe.. nEw Life... ganbatte....!!!
part 2 continues...
today finally i got time to continue on the part one story... which after waiting for mr tang han xiang... we went for steamboat in xiao fei yang...
but at last seems everybody not so satisfy with the steamboat... haha.. sori ya guys... but in fact the first time i visit it it was really nice de... dunno y this time 'shi shui zhun' already... hahaha... but we all have a great time there... although the 'ma la' soup is FULL of oil...haha
took some photo to prove how many person is in the gathering that day, which to avoid next time when all of us try to think back how actually we celebrate our 25th birthday in 2008...
haha...
but at last seems everybody not so satisfy with the steamboat... haha.. sori ya guys... but in fact the first time i visit it it was really nice de... dunno y this time 'shi shui zhun' already... hahaha... but we all have a great time there... although the 'ma la' soup is FULL of oil...haha
took some photo to prove how many person is in the gathering that day, which to avoid next time when all of us try to think back how actually we celebrate our 25th birthday in 2008...
haha...
Saturday, November 8, 2008
pre-birthday celebration for both of us...
hehe.... can't wait to post up the some of the pictures that we took today when we have our gathering... actually also consider pre-celebration for my dear, boon yi, and also me... hehe... although there is just few of us... but still very happy for the gathering...
first of all, we went to neway in time square, to sing karaoke... although it is just 3 of us... and there is only 2 hour for us to sing, but we have a fun time also... :)
oPps, another happy and sweet thing... that is my dear had made 'longan tau fu fa' for me... she is so clever in cooking actually, plus hardworking... hehe...if for me....hmm... hehe.... one word... lazy... hehe.... anyway, it was so sweet of her to make me a special add-up present... thanks dear, muacks....:)
after the singing, we went for a walk in time square... and just realize that.... all the mui mui zai or 'fa leng keng' there... all also wear differently... really different if compare to previously our year... haha... maybe this is call 'fashion'... and we was a bit out-dated from it... and I myself feel that a bit dizzy to look at them, with the sooo 'daring' new fashion... haha... ya, one word to describe lo... I m out-dated from the current latest fashion... hehe... and notice also there is a huge changes in time square... which can proves that.... I've been toooooooo long time never visits to time square already, i think since I start my working life, 2 years ago... hehe
yes, at last chiew ping reach to meet us in time square after her work liao... hehe...then we had went for a hi-tea in Subway, .....with the 12 inch sandwich... me, boon yi and may share it....
while chiew ping had bought another set, which is 6 inch de... and also with a limited edition of potato chips... hehe... took a picture of it also... hehe
Before we get our sandwich, me and boon yi had took some pictures on the present she gave to me this year... which is an useful 'thing' .... hehe... secret.... later will show u all what actually is that... now we have a look on the cover 1st... so happy to see the cover that is also the color i like most - Sky Blue... hehe
and we had a long chat with each other while we was enjoying our big big sandwich, which full of vege... different kind of vege... haha.... in fact, its a healthy hi-tea... cos its full of VEGE....
after that, we continue to walk around in time square, which actually our main point is waiting for the time, and also waiting for another friend to meet us for our steamboat plan tonight... as we heading our way to the booth that sell cosmetic, that ah may wanted to visit to buy the cosmetic... the brand - majolica-majorca.com.... which actually a new brand of cosmetic that is made in japan by Shiseido... same company... with a new brand... 4 of us actually just to visit the booth, but at last we get each of us a Free eye shadow, which becuase we participate with the program organize by the majolica... although i didnt really use cosmetic product... but it cost RM20.90 for the eye shadow... happy to get a free gift... haha
and nice part coming up... present that boon yi choose for me... hehe... actually is super single bed sheet, with a pillow case and also a specially chosen bolster case... hehe... its very cute and I really like it... my dear was always so caring, can think of such good present to give me.. hehe... and sometimes makes me so NEI JIU... cos y I can't as creative as she is... hehe...
cute??? sure la... hehe
lastly, show u all a funny picture...
haha... recognize where actually we sit at??? its actually on the floor, near the promotion booth... 4 of us are exhausted... and we are waiting for 'somebody' to come... and leg was so pain already.... and we are actually eating ' kari yu dan' that was bought by mr teng han xiang... after he had FINALLY arrive... hehe.... although he was late, but anyway, thanks for the 'kari yu dan', han xiang and boon yi.... hehe.... so paiseh this picture had been took by chiew ping... and funny... haha...
Today was a happy day because meet up all my dear friend, which no need to think about my work... which sometimes gives me a lot of 'WU XING ZHONG DE pressure'...
And another thing... awaiting for my another dear hazel for her present to me and boon yi... cos i heard... she had bought us something.... hehe...something... hope that we can wear la okie... hehe...
End of Part 1 for 09/11/2008... 12:55a.m.
To be continue...
first of all, we went to neway in time square, to sing karaoke... although it is just 3 of us... and there is only 2 hour for us to sing, but we have a fun time also... :)
oPps, another happy and sweet thing... that is my dear had made 'longan tau fu fa' for me... she is so clever in cooking actually, plus hardworking... hehe...if for me....hmm... hehe.... one word... lazy... hehe.... anyway, it was so sweet of her to make me a special add-up present... thanks dear, muacks....:)
after the singing, we went for a walk in time square... and just realize that.... all the mui mui zai or 'fa leng keng' there... all also wear differently... really different if compare to previously our year... haha... maybe this is call 'fashion'... and we was a bit out-dated from it... and I myself feel that a bit dizzy to look at them, with the sooo 'daring' new fashion... haha... ya, one word to describe lo... I m out-dated from the current latest fashion... hehe... and notice also there is a huge changes in time square... which can proves that.... I've been toooooooo long time never visits to time square already, i think since I start my working life, 2 years ago... hehe
yes, at last chiew ping reach to meet us in time square after her work liao... hehe...then we had went for a hi-tea in Subway, .....with the 12 inch sandwich... me, boon yi and may share it....
while chiew ping had bought another set, which is 6 inch de... and also with a limited edition of potato chips... hehe... took a picture of it also... hehe
Before we get our sandwich, me and boon yi had took some pictures on the present she gave to me this year... which is an useful 'thing' .... hehe... secret.... later will show u all what actually is that... now we have a look on the cover 1st... so happy to see the cover that is also the color i like most - Sky Blue... hehe
and we had a long chat with each other while we was enjoying our big big sandwich, which full of vege... different kind of vege... haha.... in fact, its a healthy hi-tea... cos its full of VEGE....
after that, we continue to walk around in time square, which actually our main point is waiting for the time, and also waiting for another friend to meet us for our steamboat plan tonight... as we heading our way to the booth that sell cosmetic, that ah may wanted to visit to buy the cosmetic... the brand - majolica-majorca.com.... which actually a new brand of cosmetic that is made in japan by Shiseido... same company... with a new brand... 4 of us actually just to visit the booth, but at last we get each of us a Free eye shadow, which becuase we participate with the program organize by the majolica... although i didnt really use cosmetic product... but it cost RM20.90 for the eye shadow... happy to get a free gift... haha
and nice part coming up... present that boon yi choose for me... hehe... actually is super single bed sheet, with a pillow case and also a specially chosen bolster case... hehe... its very cute and I really like it... my dear was always so caring, can think of such good present to give me.. hehe... and sometimes makes me so NEI JIU... cos y I can't as creative as she is... hehe...
cute??? sure la... hehe
lastly, show u all a funny picture...
haha... recognize where actually we sit at??? its actually on the floor, near the promotion booth... 4 of us are exhausted... and we are waiting for 'somebody' to come... and leg was so pain already.... and we are actually eating ' kari yu dan' that was bought by mr teng han xiang... after he had FINALLY arrive... hehe.... although he was late, but anyway, thanks for the 'kari yu dan', han xiang and boon yi.... hehe.... so paiseh this picture had been took by chiew ping... and funny... haha...
Today was a happy day because meet up all my dear friend, which no need to think about my work... which sometimes gives me a lot of 'WU XING ZHONG DE pressure'...
And another thing... awaiting for my another dear hazel for her present to me and boon yi... cos i heard... she had bought us something.... hehe...something... hope that we can wear la okie... hehe...
End of Part 1 for 09/11/2008... 12:55a.m.
To be continue...
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